Never Ending Relationships

Chapter 14

Maddy

"Madelyn , all you have to do is take two of these pills and when you wake up in the morning , your voice will be back to normal." Charming spoke .

"Is it harmful ?"

"It won't hurt your child ."

I took the pills from her and got out the car . I thanked her and then went into the house.

I saw Jesse holding Cj and he kissed her cheek. I shouldn't have freaked out but I did. I ran towards the first room and locked it. Jesse was banging on the door but I wasn't going to open it , I just dropped to the ground. Someone picked me up though.

I turned around to face Nicholas , he looked worried.

" What's going on?" he asked.

"Nothing happened , just listen to me Madelyn ." Jesse screamed.

"I saw Jesse and Cassidy , all cuddled up . And he kissed her cheek." I whispered. Nicholas wasn't the type to get angry.

"Madelyn , open the door and we'll tell you both what happened ." Cj said. I opened the door and in filed Jesse with Cj.

"Look , as dumb as this sounds , we were playing around , and it was a playful kiss on the cheek. " Jesse said.

" He was just telling me about how much he cares for you and I mentioned Grant . I slapped him and he tried to bite me but I turned my head . " Cj said.

" What she's saying is it looked like a kiss-"

"But it wasn't." I finished. Jesse grabbed my hands and kissed my forehead.

At this point , I was so confused. Jesse showed me he liked me a lot but I couldn't stop thinking about Grant. How everything was so good with Grant and why it all spiraled.

I wondered what he was doing right now.

Grant

" So how are you feeling now?'' my therapist asked.

"Honestly , pissed as fuck. Sorry about my language."

"No need to apologize , why do you feel that way?"

Normally , I wouldn't answer these therapists because they thought they could analyze me , but I had to release this someway.

"She's just so nerve wrecking and beautiful . God , I've never felt this way before. She hates me but I love her so much. And I said some cruel words to her before I left the hospital. And I fucked my ex , while I was with her.  She didn't deserve that and now I'm pissed at myself for treating her that way. Now she has a boyfriend , Madelyn has another dude , who might love her so much ,she forgets about me. I fucked up. "

"So that was a trigger for you."

"Yes."

"Alright then , thank you for your session today . You're free to move on."

I left the room with a huge lift off my shoulders and entered the entertainment room.

My "guard" watched me as I hit the stage. I guess this was the only good part about this facility . I could sing my anger or feelings out.

I told the dude to play "All I Want Is You" and he started the track.

Damn, cold world
I never thought I'd see that day that you’re my old girl
Now I’m stuck here hollering at old girl
Got one, got two, three four girls
Shotgun in the drop made a right
Hut one, hut two, told them niggas take a hike
Then it’s on to the next one, on, on to the next one
Hard to move on when you always regret one

I wonder sometimes
I wonder if I was wrong
Tryna do right by you got me here
Now all I am is alone

'Cause her eyes
And those hips
And that (ass)
Don’t compare, at all (no)
And at best, all they do is distract me
But now, deep down, when I face it

All I want is you
All I want is you (now)
All I want is you now
Now that you’re gone, gone, gone

'Cause being your friend was killing me softly
Hear voices
Wonder where I went wrong
It was my fault, in the wrong time,
I wonder so often, regret gets exhausting

'Cause her eyes
And those hips
And that (ass)
Don’t compare, at all (no)
And at best, all they do is distract me
But now, deep down, when I face it

All I want is you (mhm)
All I want is you (now)
All I want is you now (sugar)
Now that you’re gone, gone, gone, gone, gone
All I want is you (mhm)
All I want is you (now)
All I want is you now (baby)
Now that you’re gone, gone, gone, gone, gone

'Cause they don't smile
Or smell like you
And they don't make me laugh
Or even cook like you
And they don't photograph
Nah, they don't sex like you
Let's face it, I can't replace it
That's why all I want is you now...

I hit the club when you left me thinking that could heal shit
Trying to celebrate my Independence Day, Will Smith
Baby girl who I’m kidding
Still sick, real shit
All my new bitches seem to get old real quick
And could it be, you everything that these plain bitches couldn’t be
Is it a sign from the Lord that I shouldn’t be
Lost in the Player way sorta get old to me
Got me on layaway, girl you gotta a hold on me
I say I’m wrong, you say come again
Damn, said I was wrong look don’t rub it in
I got a lot on my mind
Got a flock full of dimes
Like a line full of hoes,
Look how they coming in
Just saying
Don’t wanna have me then somebody will
I’m playing
Weight on my chest like I body build
I’m praying
You ain’t content with trying to do your thang
Hey come back baby boomerang

That's why
All I want is you now (mhhm)
All I want is you now (yeah)
All I want is you now (sugar)
Now that you’re gone, gone, gone, gone
You know that you're gone (I want you back)

I finished the song and the dudes who were in there clapped. I walked off the stage and followed my "guard" back to my plain white room.  I sat with my thoughts and just breathed.

Hey; Destiny here! How do you like the series so far? Sorry for the short chapter , it's gonna be  the shortest book out the series I believe , but I won't spoil. Give it a vote , share it , comment. 💞💗💜☻☻☻❋♡ y'all.