My Ex's Proposal

Not an Update

AUTHOR'S NOTE:

Hello. Sorry that I'm not updating recently. I'm taking a short break from writing. I'm just trying to clear my mind. I promised to myself to finish this story within a year (September 2015-September 2016) but it's already July, so I'll just have to admit that I fail.

To be honest, I really really wanted to finish that goal but there are so many things that bugging me right now.

There are so many things that I have to say and I'm gonna use this part to express how I feel in the past couple of months.

Honestly I wanna be productive on writing but there are so many negativities around me which is annoying.

I know that I ain't an excellent writer. There are too many flaws in the first book. I always say I'm not a pro, so do not expect that my works are perfect. My first book is so close to 2 million reads already. There are people who liked it and there are people who didn't like it at all. But all I ask is respect. Lol, I just wanna say that I'm very sensitive person so everytime I read negative comment I would just feel down and sad and hurt.

Writing is my way to express my fantasies (lol). I think people are expecting a "perfect" fictional character which I can't give. I don't want my characters to be "perfect" because in real life there is no "perfect" human being. I don't want my readers to depend on wattpad when it comes to their "ideal boyfriend" or whatever. I want my story to be a little bit of realistic. Some people criticize my characters based on their attitude/personality. I mean, there is no perfect.

It's so hard to explain everything in here. There are so many things I want to say but I don't know how to say it.

I think I will face more negative feedbacks in the future especially now that I'm almost hitting 2M reads. This is so funny to ask but im gonna ask it anyway. "What should I do now?" (Lol can't believe a Psychology graduate is asking you guys this question).

Once again I sincerely apologize that there's no update. Let me just say THANK YOU to all of my lovely and amazing readers. I promise to be back soon <3 bye!