The Real Me [H.S]

29.

HARRY

"Hey I was thinking, as you and Mia have meet I don't have to introduce you guys anymore" I announced while in the car back to my apartment.

"Oh yea, well that makes life easier doesn't it" Lucy chuckled to herself, almost nervously.

"So we could just all go out instead"

"What?" Lucy seemed to choke on her own spit.

"I mean it wont be awkward cause you guys already know each other and it will be cool. You know to have all my closest friends and my girlfriend go out together for a day. I heard there's a fair happening tomorrow, maybe we could all go to that." I questioned taking looks at Lucy as I drove.

"Yea that sounds cool" She smiled at me widely but then went back to looking out the window.

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"So what film do you want to watch?" Lucy shouted to me as I was in the kitchen getting popcorn.

"Anything you want too, I don't mind" I called back.

As I put the popcorn into a bowl for us to share I started to think about what Mia would be saying if I walked into a room with popcorn. She would be saying how stereotypical it is to have popcorn when watching films and why not have something else unoriginal. She rant to me about how much she hated the taste of popcorn because it was so plain and dry. However I had to push them thoughts away because I'm not with Mia right now. I'm with Lucy, my girlfriend. The person I should be thinking about when I see something as small or simple as popcorn.

"Harry what's taking you so long with the popcorn?" Lucy calls again making me look down at the bowl which now had all the popcorn I had made in it.  

"Coming" I called back, putting the rubbish in the bin and walking into the living room with the over-filling bowl of popcorn. "So what are we watching?" I asked as I sat down next to Lucy and pulled her in close.

"Love, Rosie. It's so romantic and sad, I love it" She announced as she took a handful of popcorn and put them in her mouth one by one.

As the film started I couldn't help but think how cliché and cringey Mia would find this. A romantic film was never her thing, even though she never gets to the end of any film apart from horrors in the first place. I tried to focus on the film but my thoughts were going crazy. I still couldn't get over that Lucy and Mia knew each other and didn't tell anyone because they didn't want anyone to judge Mia. I tried not to think of Mia and as I looked down at Lucy in my arms it seemed to help, as my thoughts were going crazy about how beautiful Lucy was. She may be a hopeless romantic who just wants love but she seems like she is so much more under that. She cares so much about her friends and families. She even had her own unique ways that I doubt she knew she did. Like how she always takes a handful of popcorn but only puts one in her mouth at a time. Her eyebrows frown in together every time someone in the film talks, like she's trying to understand what they are going through. I don't know why but the more I seemed to look at Lucy the more I felt myself falling for her.

MIA

When Harry said about all of us going out, including Mia, I didn't know what to say. So I said that it sounded good but I knew in my head that it couldn't ever happen. I cant be two people at the same time. However the hardest decision I will have to make is if Lucy should go or Mia.

Watching this film was a nightmare. I only picked it because its Kim's favourite movie and she never shuts up about it, so I thought I could get away with saying its Lucy's as it is a romantic cliché film. However as I was watching I couldn't help but cringe at the story line. It was so cliché it made me want to vomit. I know I couldn't show any of that emotion on my face or else Harry could probably start putting two and two together, meaning he'll figure out I'm Mia as well as Lucy. So I kept my eyebrows frowned together so it looked like I was concentrating on what the people in the film were talking about. I could feel Harry watching me as I was watching the film and I didn't know why or what to do with myself. I didn't want Harry to catch me cringing not only at the film but by the popcorn as well. I mean I hate popcorn but Lucy apparently loves it. So as I take each handful, I only put them in my mouth one by one. This is to help me slowly eat them and not cringe so much at the plain and disgusting taste. I don't get how anyone could ever eat popcorn.

"Why do you keep staring at me?" I finally asked Harry as I looked away from the TV to look at him.

"You're just so beautiful, I cant keep my eyes off of you" He replied back with no embarrassment but I ended up blushing.

"You're to cute" I said back as we both leaned in to kiss, making it as passionate as we both could.

"I really feel myself falling for you Lucy"

As them words came out of Harry's mouth, I was frozen and shocked for a couple of seconds. I knew this would happen because we're together and we've been spending so much time together. However I was hoping it wouldn't. I mean having Harry Styles fall for you is probably one of the best things ever. Everyone wants that to happen to them. Hell I think I might faint from the news. The only reason I don't want him falling for me is because of who I am. I'm two people in one and no one will be able to love both of me. But as much as I don't want him to fall for me, I'm falling for him just as hard.

"Me too" I finally answered him before kissing him again.

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