My lifesaver

21. Dont let go

Connor's PoV:

I went to the coffee shop and got tears in my eyes because I couldn't stop thinking about troye.
I just can't get that boy out of my head.
I sat down and a girl comes up to me.

"Are you Connor ?"
How does she...
"Eumh yeah why ?"
"OH MY GOD ARE YOU OKAY ? God, Troye is so worried !"
My chest hurts when I heard that.
The girl took a seat and crossed her arms.
"Why are you doing this ?"
I looked down.
"I don't know what you're talking about" the girl sighed.
"Why are you ignoring him ? What did he do wrong ?"
I can't just open up to a stranger who does she think she is ?
"You don't understand okay, I love him
that's why I'm doing this !"
I slammed my hand on the table and went to my house.
I can't do this anymore.
I quickly wrote something on a little paper,  left the house, and just started running.

Troye's pov:

Halsey texted me that she  talked to Connor and that he left very upset.
I put on my jacked and locked my door when I saw Connor running.
"CONNOR !"
He was just running so fast and without looking back.
I couldn't just ignore this, I couldn't just ignore him.
So I runned after him.

Eventually he stopped on top of a bridge.
"Connor what the fuck are you doing ?"
Is he, going to jump ?
I ran up to Connor and grabbed his waist and saw his face.
He looked terrible, broken and he was crying.
"Troye go away, please !"
He screamed and pushed me on the ground.

I got tears in my eyes and stood up.
"Connor what the hell ?"
I grabbed his arm and turned him around so he was facing me.
"Sometimes people snap, troye.
I can't tell my parents I'm gay and you'll think I don't care enough about you and you'll leave me troye, I don't want you to leave."
We both started crying even harder and I looked at those gorgeous eyes, his cute nose and those lips that were barely there.
"I won't leave you Connor, I can't leave you."
I gave him a kiss on his forehead
And he gave me a little smile.
"Troye, I love you"
I placed my hand on his cheek.
"I love you too"
He gave me a kiss on my lips and giggled.
"I love you so much fuck"

We then went to my apartment and Connor texted his mom that he stayed here for the night. I went to the coffee shop to got some coffee for connor.

Connor's pov:

I was sitting all warm under a blanket on Troye's bed thinking about what would have happened if troye didn't showed up.
I think troye just saved my life...
Troye came home and I wrapped my arms around the skinny fragile boy.
" what is happening ?"
Troye asked me confused.
"Just don't let go"
I said and hugged him really tight.

Author: my story is sooo close to 1k I'm screaming !!