4. Late night thoughts

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Connors pov:

And then he was gone.
Fuck you connor, FUCK YOU ! I acted so stupid around him.
I checked out and went home. But I couldn't stop thinking about this boy,
I can't wait to see him tomorrow, I have to see him tomorrow.

I really enjoyed being outside. Especially in the winter. It will snow soon and I can't wait to have snowball fight with my family.
I miss having fun with them.

I was almost home and yep.
I started overthinking.
See, I'm not doing great since this guy dumped me. He got mat at me bc I didn't tell my parents I was gay and he was sick of our secret relationship.
Ugh whatever.

I opened the door and went to my room.
"Connor honey you still have to eat !"
I sighed.
"Mom I'm 18 now, I'll eat when I want to eat" I yelled back
"Sure" my mom mumbled, she probably thought I couldn't hear her.

I changed into comfy clothes and closed the curtains. And yep, I started overthinking again.
I just want someone to understand me, my thought are eating me alive and I just can't tell anyone, I feel so alone, ugh enough Connor. You have to look good for tomorrow !

I turned off the lights and got to bed.

Author: hi so this is short but I promise I'll make the chapters longer ! Even though it doesn't matter but yeah I'm really trying to make this a good fanfic ! I also promise to finish the whole fanfic bc I hate it when people don't finish their fanfic aargh. I'm really excited to write the next chapters, the first chapters were the beginning and now I can really start my story ! ALSO ALESSIA AND TROYE. WILD REMIX HAHAH KILL ME

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