The last thing I wanted to do was sleep in Ariel's presents period but it was 2am I had no choice it was too late to be driving.
Amaris POV
How could she do this to me ? Again ? I can't believe this is happening. I know I can't act like I'm the innocent one though I cheated on her too but three times that's too much why do I keep falling for her. I should have known better than to trust her again. Every time I start to trust her again she lets me down I can't keep getting my heart broken. But I love her too much. I just don't know what to do anymore. Just to think about her all over somebody else kills me inside.
I went downstairs to sleep on the couch I couldn't sleep all I could do was cry. I guess I was just letting my emotions get the best of me I didn't want to let her see me crying and hurting.
Alex - * Walks downstairs * You ok ?
Me - Yeah I'm cool I don't even care
Alex - Don't say that y'all have been through way too much for you to just throw it away
Me - Three times though I mean one I can forget about two is understandable but three fucking time yo that's too much
Alex - I know but you love her and that's all that matters right ?
Me - Hell no man i'm going to sleep
Alex - Aight goodnight
Me - Goodnight.
When I woke up I tried to make myself believe that it was all a dream but it wasn't I went upstairs and found the unknown bitches underwear and started crying again. Ariel was in the shower.
* Door opens *
Ariel - Hey
Me - * Ignores her *
Ariel - Look I know I was wrong and it shouldn't of happened I don't know why I do these things I guess I just get so caught up with these female and don't realize what I have. I know I've hurt you a couple times but I'm really sorry bae
Me - I'm not your bae you got a new one apparently and come on Ariel again how could you do this to me again and I mean if you weren't happy why didn't you leave you didn't have to cheat on me I'm not about to keep letting you break my heart and let you think that you can treat me any ole kinda way I'm through with it
Ariel - I know and I am happy
Me - Whatever I don't have time for your lies I gotta go
Ariel - Okay I'll call you later I guess
Me - Don't bother Alex come on * Leaves room *
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The Struggle of Life
Non-FictionHi my name is Amari Patten I'm 17 going on 18 in a couple of months my life is tough the struggles I face are just crazy and unexsplainable from my past to my present its hard being me it seems like ever day there's something new and worse that I ha...
