The Struggle of Life

The Talk

On my way home I called my bestfriend to see if he wanted to spend the night at my house he agreed so before I went home I picked him up I was excited to tell him the good new I also felt bad because this would mean that if I got selected the future that we had planned out would have to change I was sure he would understand though.

Alex - * Gets in car * Wassup superdaddypimpjuice

Me - Hey Javier ( That was his new name )

Alex - What's the plans for tonight I heard Tonisha was throwing a go away party for Michael because he was going off to college

Me - I mean I was just gonna chill tonight but I guess we can go for a little while do you know who's gonna be there ?

Alex - Everybody said they were going its gonna be the livest party of the year

Me - Ok I'll go but only for a little while

Alex - That's wassup hey have you talked to Ariel I've been calling her but she hasn't been answering

Me - She texted me while u was at work I didn't text back though

Alex - Why not

Me - Duh I was at work

Alex - Oh yeah but any other time you text her while your working what's so different about this time

Me - Nothing I'm just really trying to get this promotion

Alex - Mhmm you know I know you better than that tell me what's going on

Me - Nothing lol

Alex - Ok now you have two choices choice one you tell me what's going on choice two I make you tell me what's going on by force

Me - Ughh fine it's just that I've been thinking about some things

Alex - Things like what ?

Me - I think Ariel's losing me

Alex - Whatcha mean ?

Me - Ok remember my first Trell

Alex - Yeah what about him

Me - He's back in town and he wants to be with me and I want to be with him but I'm in a relationship with Ariel and I don't want to ruin that because I love her with all of my heart but I've noticed that he does things that she doesn't he would never do the things that Ariel does he treats me better I mean don't get me wrong I know she loves me and I know she cares but she distances herself away from me and......

Alex - * Cuts me off * So basically your in love with both of them and you don't know which one you want to be with

Me - Basically yeah I don't know what to do

Alex - Well personally from what I heard in previous times Trell is a good guy but the way he acts when he thinks your cheating or something is not ok I mean with him you can't even have guy friends without him calling you out of your name and that's that shit I don't like and with Ariel your right she does have her days where she acts like she doesn't love and care about you but at the end of the day no matter what she'll always be there for you and you know that just give it some time you'll find out which one is best for you

Me - See that's why I love you that's why your my nigga

Alex - Yeah I'm type live I should be a fucking marriage councilor

Me - Yes boo

Alex - But mean while call Ariel and see if she wants to come the party with us

Me - Mmkay

Ariel said she was gonna come so we stopped by my house first so I could get in the shower and get dressed I hated going to parties with people I'm in a relationships with I don't like being cuffed up in a party I'm the wild and crazy type of person I like to enjoy myself.

I decided to wear my pink and black foams with a pink tank top that was see through in the back with my favorite pair of black jeans I loved the way they hugged my thighs and broung out my curves I tied my hair into a bun and put on my silver necklace and silver stud earrings.

I looked at myself in the mirror I was beautiful and confident I knew I looked good.