October 26 [Rewritten Once]

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October 26th 2550

Today, I rested my first night in my hostel, fearing that Fang watched me when I changed my clothes. I was totally petrified when one of the senior girls, Tracy came in and warned about boys peeking into the female's changing room. But a fearless girl, Glitter ‘confirmed’ that the changing room was a safe place and the senior girl could be lying. Why would girls ever lie to girls? We are more sensible then males and we can’t lie. I’ll give her a standing ovation for her fearlessness despite the warning principal Hanes has given about ragging.

That morning, when I came out of the hostel, I saw Fang and his group of hooligans. My eyes widened and I felt my heart in my throat beating so loudly that I could hear it from my ears. I just increased up my walking pace when one of his nasty gang-mate called out to me. I tried my level best to be oblivious towards them but it seemed like my enact was too obvious and childish in front of them. Fortunately, in god’s grace, Valtor entered the scene. I swiftly scrambled towards him and accompanied him towards the college. Tracy and her group of girls bumped into us deliberately and started to flirt with Valtor. They batted their eyelashes and I realized that oneof her friends was bending over way too much. I could not comprehend why she was doing that until I saw.. inappropriate skin and body part slowly being slowly exposed. I flinched away, my eyes in a puking state. What a promiscuous move!

Despite being a protective cousin, I could just root there and cursed myself. I had no courage at all. I’m such a foolish freak!!

Lessons were bit more unique this time round. It was the most terrifying moment of my own self! During history, I met up with this girl called Fairy. Few girls with this girl called Mona were bullying her. I was too scared and thought of an attempt to help her because after all she is in my age. Without any thought of occuring consequences, I pulled her towards me and started to stream out words I never thought I would use. My mind was completely against it, the negative neurons coming in but it was irreversable. And my self control seemed like it was no more there. At least for a few seconds.

They sulked at me cunningly, like foxes who want revenge. She thanked me continuously and we started friendship. Then suddenly when Mr Collins asked me a question, a felt something protruding towards me and saw Fang inching his eyes towards me and looked like he was ‘encouraging’ me to speak out. Many emotions ran into my heart.. but it was for a mere seconds before i felt  myself curling up into a ball and taking deep, comforting breaths. 

When he asked again, I gulped and stuttered out the answer like a chick. Girls started to giggle and some boys locked eyes at me and a male with blonde hair started kicking me. Halfway, I made errors. Mr Collins was fuming and scolded streams of scolding. As soon as he ended, Fang stood up and took out a weird machine with a long tube and trigger. He pointed the thing up and pressed the trigger, which released a bullet out, accompanying with a tremendously loud sound till I felt me ears will split open like pea pod.

He then said, “You mess with my girlfriend, you’ll get it badly, Conny”  I was shocked with such behaviour but still kept my head in and hung my head low like I really was his girlfriend. But I wasn’t  but I wasn’t but I wasn’t !....

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