'MINE', 'yours'

Chapter 13

Me, Sam and lex spent most of the day catching up I didn't realise how much we had missed from each others lives. I hadn't stopped smiley all day I just can't believe he's back.

If I'm completely honest I don't know what my feelings for him are, I know I've got a mate and he should be the only person I think about but he's made it clear he doesn't want me, he's not even speaking to me I preferred when he would at least tell me what he's thinking. Now I'm trying to guess what's going on inside of his head and I hate that. If we are in the same room he will leave, if I enter a room he leaves, I wouldn't be surprised if when I brought up while he's in a room he leaves.

I guess he did tell me he didn't want a mate, so if he is going to continue to mess around with other girls or whatever the fuck he is doing then so can I. I'm speaking as if I have any experience with boys, he is my only experience.

'Ria please help me! I don't know what to dooooooo' I whined to her
'Ray I loved Duayne but that's because he is my mate, I'm mated to Jordan's wolf not him. I couldn't give a shit about Jordan. I want to be with Duayne but obviously I can't do that if you and Jordan are not together it just doesn't work like that, you need to do the best thing for you even if that means I can't be with my mate. Yes I will feel pain and heartbreak but I am a part of you I want you happy.'
'Thank you Ria I think I'm just going to have to forget what happened between me and him and just go on with life, I've not even known him that long it will be easy. Just got to find something else to keep my mind busy.'

At that moment Sam walked into the kitchen to get a drink. 'Or someone' Ria smiled and purred. 'Stop that.' She kept saying inappropriate things to me while I was talking to Sam, at one point I nearly laughed out loud and he hadn't even said anything.

He would have thought I was so strange if I did that. Actually he's probably used to it.

'Ray I actually have a question I've wanted to ask you.'
'Ask away my friend.' I shot him a wink and he shook his head while laughing.
'I know you have a mate and that's why you're staying here now your mum and dad explained it to me that's how I knew where you were. But where is he? How come you ain't together? I haven't found my mate but I know this isn't right.'

I decided I should tell him the truth about everything, so I started from the beginning...

'That is the reason we are not together.' I gave him a chance to think over everything I had said, I had just given him a lot of information in a short amount of time.

'What the fuck! How can he treat you that way? What are you going to do?' Ugh I don't know
'I don't know sammy' he scowled at the nickname 'what can I do?'

'Make him jealous!'
'Bestfriend say what?'
'Make. Him. Jealous!' He said it slowly as if I was stupid.

Did he not get anything from what I had just told him? I've already tried that it didn't work.

'I've already tried that... It didn't work remember' I rolled my eyes at his stupid suggestion.
'Not with someone willing to help you moron.'
'Hey that's rude!' I pouted my lip but then remembered what he had said.
'Who is going to help me?' I was confused

'I am stupid!' He gave me a cheeky grin while squeezing my cheeks. I huffed out a fine and then Sam started to explain what we were going to do. He told me that we would be flirting, touching and kissing however nothing to much just the norm for friends except the kissing and flirting the touching would be minimal for example holding hands and hugging.

I agreed to his plans as I had no other options either way I wasn't his first choice and I never would be, so this was a win win. It meant I could explore my feelings for Sam and see if I really had any and also I could make Jordan feel like shit.

I felt Jordan's presence coming towards the kitchen and I started to panic, Sam must have noticed this as he grabbed me by my hips and lifted me onto the counter before stepping between my legs, he had a firm grip on my thighs and was whispering annoying shit into my ears trying to wind me up saying I needed to shave, I knew for a fact my legs were as smooth as a baby's bottom. I told him that and he shook his head before whispering that he meant a different area. My face heated up and all I could hear was his laughter.

At that moment Jordan walked in while my hands were covering Sams mouth and his hands were still on my thighs, he was incredibly close but I didn't feel as awkward as I thought I would.

I heard a low growl and turned towards Jordan to see him clenching and unclenching his fists, his jaw was also clenched and his eyes were turning black, he was angry, jealous and something I couldn't quiet read.

Sam stepped more into my legs and wrapped them around his waist while placing one hand onto my bum while the other rested on the side of my thing. I gasped and tried distancing without making it obvious.

Sam leant and planted a kiss onto my earlobe.

I jumped when I heard a crash and glass shattering, I turned to see the glass kitchen table flipped and smashed all over the kitchen floor, Jordan was fuming I could see it in his body language and his eyes.

Sam was right but there was more work to do....
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