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責め苛む excruciate | 章 ❼

i tried my best to avoid him.

taehyung.

whenever we see each other at the convenient store, i try my best to leave abruptly.

and as days drifted, i feel like someone was looking at me.

it's really bad for me to think that taehyung makes me uncomfortable

what if he just needs someone to talk to and he's maybe sending me a sign to go and talk to him.

but even so, it feels discomforting.

and in this discomfort i'm feeling, i am able to find the contradicting solace by just the thought of him.

it's hard avoiding him when a part of me is eager to see him.

i don't even know why i'm feeling this
because the moment i laid my eyes on him,
it felt like something made out of utter bliss
that i once longed so dearly.

why so, scarlet?

what's with taehyung that makes you feel this way?