addiction ✎ phan

day fifteen

dan knocks at the door and phil opens him after some seconds, the younger boy smiles.

"hey," phil says.

"you look tired"

"i am, i didn't sleep"

"why didn't you text me?" he asks and hugs him slightly.

"you were not online," he mumbles and yawns on his shoulder. "mmh"

"do you want to get some rest?" dan asks giggling.

"i watched an horror movie and i'm scared as fuck," he smiles.

"you didn't sleep because of this?" he smiles too.

"maybe. then i stayed up all the night watching videos so i could distract myself"

"what videos?" dan asks and brings him on the couch.

"i'm not that type of guy," phil smiles. "are you?"

"me? watching porn? pft," he says. "do you want cuddles?"

"yes," phil answers and puts himself into dan's arms. "are you comfortable?"

dan nods and kisses his forehead. "i was talking with my mum yesterday"

"and..?"

"i think i might come out," dan says and phil smiles. "she asked why didn't i have a girlfriend and i said that i'm not interested in girls"

"what did she say?"

"she giggled 'oh so a boyfriend?' and i nodded"

"have you got a boyfriend?" phil asks.

"obviously not you idiot," dan smiles and kisses his forehead again.

"better"

"better?"

"yes, because i'm jealous," phil giggles.

"jealous of me?" dan asks shocked. really?

"kinda..? in a platonic way"

"are you falling for me, lester?" he giggles.

"no, howell," phil answers. "but-"

dan's phone.

"sorry," dan says and answers. "what the hell do you want? i'm with phil. you owe me three cigarettes you asshole! we're not doing that or i'll be too occupied and i don't think i could answer at my stupid phone," he giggles. "shut up. bye"

"he's so nice, isn't he?" phil giggles.

"what were we saying?"

"nothing, don't worry"