Linstead Start

he doesn't deserve you

This is my first story so don't judge I love linstead but this story is based around linseride and linstead who will erin choose to be her one and only true love

Erin(p.o.v)
I have been thinking a lot about mine and Kelly's relationship and im not so sure about dating him anymore. Yh he is a great and good looking guy and all but I just feel like he is just in it for the sex and not because he loves me. But on the other hand not to sound greedy but i know that jay kind of likes me it is just the way that he looks at me as if to say 'I love u so much'. So really I Need to make my mind up soon who do I choose jay or Kelly.

Kelly's(p.o.v)
Lately I have been feeling like erin has been distancing her self from me like I have done something wrong. I love her and all but I just don't feel like we have a connection any more. I feel like we need to talk abut our relationship and how we are going to go from here, are we going to, try and build this relationship to something more or are we just going to end things once and for all.

Jays(p.o.v)
I can't stop thinking about erin she is all that I think about all the time 24 hours a day, I can look at another girl and just see erin I can be focused on some thing and then an image of erin just pops into my mind. I really need to talk about this to erin and see if she feels the same way, because if I don't tell her now that I am truly and deeply in love with her than when am I ever going to do it.

Erins (p.o.v)
I get to the precinct (21st district) and see that jay is just sat is his car looking miserable, so I decide that I'm going to go over there and see if he wants to walk in with me. I slowly make my way over to his car when he looks up.

Jays(p.o.v)
I see erin walking over to my car so I quickly put a fake smile on my face and slowly get out. Before I even get out she is already at my car practically dragging me out like she desperately wants to talk to me.

"Hey" she says with her beautiful smile and raspy voice.
"Hi how was your morning" I reply with a frown on my face and not realising it.
"Well... good I guess, it doesn't look like u have had such a good morning"she replays and I can't help but laugh.
"You have no idea" I reply.
"Well looks like we are on the same page" she quickly says so that I won't hear her but I do, but I just ignore it and act like I didn't.
"Look erin we need to talk" I say with a shaky voice.
"Yh we do" she replyd without hesitating.

Erins (p.o.v)
I feel so awkward standing in the middle of a carp park OUT SIDE THE PRECINT having the convocation I have been dreading all day.

Jay suddenly started talking out of no where "erin this may come as a surprise to yo-
I don't even let him get half way through the sent before I say "no I'm starting"
"Okay" he responds hesitating at the end.
"Okay so the reason I wanted to talk to you is because I need to ask you a serious question and I mean serious!?" I say
"Okay well will ya spit it out already linds" he says kind of worried.
"Alright........Are You in love with me?.?" I say when I breath out not realising that I was holding my breath.

Jays(p.o.v)
I can't believe what erin Lindsay has just asked me do I tell her the truth or do I lie to the love of my life's face.

"Yes" I quickly say not wanting for her to hear me but she did.
"WHAT!!!" I reply very pleased but make it look like in angry when really inside all that I want to do is kiss his face off.
"Wait can I explain" I asked pleading.
"Yh sure go ahead" I reply with a grin.
"Okay... so erin Lindsay she is this amazing beautiful women in side and out ever since I laid eyes on her on my first day in intelligence I knew that she was the love of my life. Ever since that day I made myself a promise that I would never love a girl the way that I loved her. She is an amazing cop and detective and an all round amazing person. I love her with all my heart but I know that we can't go there because 1. Voight doesn't allow in house romance and 2. Because she is dating Kelly severide the firemen. So I guess what I'm trying to say that I love you erin Lindsay, and if you don't love me back I can except that but now that I will never stop loving you and I will fight for you till the day I die and I really don't think that Kelly deserves you because I do." I finish not realising that I have just confessed my love for my partner.

Erins (p.o.v)

Jay has just confessed his love for me and to be honest my heart is melting and he is true about Kelly he doesn't deserve me so I'm going to make my decision right here right know.
I walk to towards jay closing the 5feet space betwee us and crash my lips to his. I cant feel jay kissing back so I quickly pull away but before I know it our lips are being crashed together once more JAY HALSTEAD KISSED ME. Life goal complete I thought to my self.

The only words that I managed to get out where "I love you jay halstead"
"I love you 2 erin Lindsay" he said.
But our amazing happy moment was interrupted by Kelly screaming at the top of his lungs "what the he'll are you doing with this low life of a detective."

This for reading hope you enjoyed it it was a but long I know but I couldn't help my self. I will probably post another one tonight as well don't know what time though.