SHE wanted to ask Jans for advice but the backstory would have to be kept from her else there would be a red-eye flight to Korea that would contain her raging bestie. But she didn't want to keep it to herself anymore. Tearfully, she told Jans about it and begged her not to tell Sungmin.
“I can't not tell him! Ugh. I am sure that he would join me in killing his own friend. That ass! And all those women he talked to Sungmin about. Did you know that he's been...wait...we-we-we-we-wait. It's you! This chick that Sungmin has been hearing about was you.” Jans was making rapid hand gestures while talking and it was making her dizzy.
“What girl?” Ninz remembered a very bad memory about a girl and the real reason why she kicked Donghae out of her heart in the first place.
“I can't talk right now. I have a meeeting for a video shoot with Boa.” Ninz had just logged in and she was supposed to do a video conference with Donghae who was in his dormitory.
It was always something else that he had to do and there was always small things that made her more jealous.
“I had coffee with Boa and Eunhyuk, sorry. I didn't hear my phone ring.”
And there were days when she didn't hear from him and pictures of him with other women and of course, his precious noona.
“Don't mind those pictures. She's my friend. She teaches me a lot about the industry. You can't be jealous of someone like her.”
It made her feel like she was not as good as that woman just beause she was in the same industry as him. She didn't want to tell him about her good news because...
“I'm busy. I am at work right now. I'll get scolded because you keep sending me messages while we are doing the CF. I'll call you when I am not busy anymore. Sorry.”
Eventually she decided that he wasn't going to be true to his word of making time for her and wanting to know what was going on in her life. She didn't want to remember it but a couple of weeks after she lost the good news that she was going to give him. Their month-old-baby.
“We all thought he was talking about Boa. But now I get it. He was freaking talking about you!” Jans didn't know that part of the story. She told her doctor who was an old family friend that she didn't want anyone to know. Only her mom knew about it. The rest of the family just thought she was in the hospital because of anemia. She refused to be depressed, instead she put up a wall of ice around her heart.
“No. He was talking about Boa. It was never me who he loved.” her voice was her old chilly voice. Jans frowned.
“Are you sure?” Jans didn't like the tone of the Ice Princess voice so she mellowed it back to the normal Ninz.
“Yes. It was a long time ago. I am just going to try to charge it to experience.” Ninz was afraid of all the things that she kept in her heart would hurt her more when she revealed all of them to the ones she love. Not to mention they would gladly murder Donghae if they found out the whole truth.
“Well, if you have a chane of being with him again, why the hell not?” Jans tried to sound more optimistic. Ninz was beyond the fairytale frame of mind, Jans never really outgrew it. She didn't have to, she landed a real prince.
“Because I am not the kind of person who would cut her other wrist after the other took such a long time to heal.”
DONGHAE called Boa that evening to talk to her about Ninz. The only person in the industry who knew all of his secrets was the still famous singer and now, music producer.
“You still crazy about that girl?” Boa teased him. She was already getting a divorce and the kid was still hung up on some Pinay. Love is really silly. “Does she have magic lady bits, by any chance?”
“Noona!” Donghae was used to her talking frankly with him but it was sometimes a bit below the belt.
“Chill, Hae. You take this all waaaaay too seriously.” a fan of hers approached them and asked Boa for permission to talk their picture. Donghae was ticked off but he smiled anyway. If she asks me to take a picture of them, I would grab that phone and smash it.
“Oppa, can I have a picture with you?” apparently, he was still popular. Donghae wanted to slap his forehead in irritation but he agreed. He wasn't going to let other people write negatively about him while he was with his noona. She was handling new talents and that might reflect negatively towards her music company.
“Sure. Why not?” he could see Boa smirking at him. She knew that he left the industry because he wanted some semblance of privacy. Something that cost him his relationship with Ninz a long time ago.
“What do you think I should do?” was the first thing that he asked her when the irrtitating fan left.
“ Three S's would help you here. Sorry. Sweep. And Sunsets.” Donghae looked at her and wondered what the hell she was talking about.
“Say you are sorry for being the way that you were before. Fix whatever misunderstanding led you to breaking up. Sweep her off her feet. And make sure you do this when the sun is setting beautifully somewhere. The lighting should be perfect for things like this.” his face lit up because of what she said.
“That's perfect. You are so awesome!” Donghae kissed her hands and laughed.
A phone clicked as a picture was taken then posted online: OMO! Donghae oppa <3 BOA part 2?
