That Blue eyed Girl is a half demon(book 1)

Chapter XX: i love you

Chapter XX

Kyesha Ash POV

"KYESHA!"

Narinig ko ang sigaw ni Kenth, napangiti ako na nandito siya, pero ayaw ko na nandito siya ayaw kong makita niya akong nahihirapan, nasasaktan at higit sa lahat unti unting namamatay. Oo tama im dying and my father targeted my heart, my heart is my weakest point at hindi na ako maaaring mabuhay pa. They all looking at me i mouthed them "im sorry" i smile a weakest smile then my tears starts to fall down. Ginamit ko ang punyal at lumabas ang demonyo sa loob ng katawan ko pero hindi parin iyon naging sapat para talunin si Ama.

"So my dear daughter are you suffering now?"

"No i will not hesitate dying infront of you cause i know you will be happy when seeing me weak, suffering, and dying yun naman ang gusto mo diba ang mapaluhod ako sa harap mo habang naghihingalo? "

"why are you like this my daughter? I love you. And hindi ako natutuwa"

"love your ass father there is no truth in your words father if you love me you will treat me as your daughter and not as your tool in the battles, because real love is in the heart. Not in your own ambitions. Hindi mo alam ang salitang pagmamahal, isa kang demonyo!"

Nawala ang ngiti sa mukha ng ama ko wala akong pake seeing him mad at me making me happy to kill him, alam kong nilalason niya lang ang utak ko para makuha niya ako at maibalik sa basurang kaharian niya. Even though when i was a kid, he always trained me to be a strong warrior demon, then he even leave me in the dark forest, you know what that forest have, that forest have monters i even lose control when i used my demon powers. I even kill an innocent people, then i faint, i never knew in my early age i can kill. I used to be strong physically but not Emotionally, because even i trained my emotion to be cold im still weak even im strong, i cant help myself to laugh the fact that i train for the whole of my life and im weak. Yeah that's the truth im weak and f*ck that truth

"I swear that i the betrayed Princess of demons will kill YOU FATHER. Im not like the demons you manipulate LOVE makes me stronger and my love will kill you"

hawak hawak ko ang punyal na pwedeng ipangpatay ng isang demonyo. Sagradong Dagger, i used it. Sinaksak ko ito sa puso ng aking ama pero lumapit siya sakin at tumapat sa puso ko no ang tanga ko. Ang tanga tanga ko, pangalawang beses na ito

"Kyesha"kinuha niya ang punyal sa aking dibdib at sinipa ako sa may tagiliran kasabay ng pagtalsik ko. Nagpagulong gulong ako, madami na din akong sugat sa katawan i even bump my f*cking head to that f*cking tree cursed this. Sinubukan kong imulat ang mga mata ko pero di ko magawa, nanghihina na ako madami na akong sugat at puro malalalim pa. Wala na din akong masyadong kapangyarihan para kalabanin si Ama. I feel useless this time. Sinubukan kong palabasin ang demonyo sa katawan ko pero konti lang ang naging epekto at galos nito sakanya.

Nakahiga ako sa lupa at parang niyayakap ko ang lupa, ang lamig ng aking pakiramdam, nagiinit ang magkabilang sulok ng mata ko. Ang ama ko ay nakatayo at pinupunasan ang punyal gamit ng itim na panyo sh*t i didn't shot his heart correctly shit i failed im so stupid not to think that i dont locate the heart of my father im such a failure. Failure katulad ng dati, umiiyak at hindi alam ang gagawin

"Haha you can't kill me my daughter"saad nito sa akin, i can't open my eyes properly. My body are too numb to feel anything, my tears are just too much that suffocating the air inside me

Lumapit sa akin si kenth at niyakap ako kasama niya si kuya siegfrid he used to fight father just to protect me and kenth who's hugging me, i feel the blood flowing to my heart i smile faintly, i cough blood as he screams my name and the tears that i tried to stop, i didn't make it to stop it seems it has it's own life tumulo na lang ng kanya.

"Ash please dont leave me please"iyak na sabi ni Kenth

Nanghihina kong pinunasan ang luha niya at dahan dahang hinawakan ang mukha niya nanginginig ang kamay ko at parang kahit anong oras babagsak ito. I don't want to see him like this i just can't afford to lose him just like that, i don't want him to see me in this state but what can i do? Im already between life and death and soon i know the death will come and get me just as i gave my life to the demons in hell

"im sorry kenth please dont cry. Malay mo mapunta ako sa langit diba haha"

i laughed a weak laugh that make kenth even cry harder oh such a crybaby. Pinunasan ko ang kanyang luha, hinawakan niya ang mukha ko at hinalikan ako sa labi

"Promise me kenth, promise me that you will search for another girl and forget about me, and promise me again dont cry okay? Nasasaktan at nahihirapan akong makita kang umiiyak at nasasaktan"nanghihinang usal ko sakanya

"if my tears is killing you then i will smile always, ang mabuhay na wala ka Ash ay pinapatay ako paunti unti. Please I can't do that Ash please your my life, i can't afford to lose you please ash live for me"humihikbing tugon niya sakin, tumutulo ang mga luha niya sa mukha ko na siyang nagpapasakit ng kalooban ko

"you know zaniel why im like this?"

"what? Why? And how? "

"I am lock in my own cage, i am alone in darkness, im sad behind those bars, im in pain in those cold and wet floor. I am the one you didn't know, i am the one who is in Agony. I am in a big pain kenth, im always hurt and feels the pain here in my heart... Now for my last wish Zaniel, will you say i do if i say, Will you marry me?"saad ko sakanya. Kahit sa huling sandali makaramdam ako ng saya, maramdaman ko kung paano man lang maikasal kahit hindi sa mismong simbahan basta kasama ko siya at um-oo lang siya

"i do, yes i'll say i do. I love you so much ash. You are my life"

"I know Zaniel Kenth Rieldfort"

I cough blood and gave him my weak smile as i kiss him in his lips. And wipe his tears before i speak my last speech

"mahal na mahal kita Zaniel, sobra pa sa buhay ko. Pinaramdam mo sa akin kung paano mabuhay ng mapayapa kahit sa maikling panahong nakasama kita salamat. Salamat sa lahat Zaniel dahil sayo naranasan kong mabuhay ng normal kahit isa akong isinumpang demonyo"
I said

Zaniel kenth POV

"I know Zaniel Kenth Rieldfort mahal na mahal kita Zaniel, sobra pa sa buhay ko. Pinaramdam mo sa akin kung paano mabuhay ng mapayapa kahit sa maikling panhong nakasama kita salamat.Salamat sa lahat Zaniel dahil sayo naranasan kong mabuhay ng normal kahit isa akong isinumpang demonyo"

She smile and close her eyes no please, dont leave me please.

"kyesha open your eyes f*ck huwag mo akong biruin ng ganyan. Please open your eyes Ash ko gising ka na please"

But she never open her eyes again. I cried loud and hard. No i don't want this, please Kyesha wake up. Please wake up my life. Please kyesha i love you

But she never hear what my heart wants, my heart beating for. She leave me with those dead cold smile of her. Leaving me alone in this cold suffocating war

End of Chapter XX