Days that's are meant to be special. This certain day is meant for you. But what if it's not. With the best times, there are worst times.
3/8/14
A year I've traveled
Though so many days.
3/8/15
What is wrong.
Wth my head.
I can't think.
I want to stay in bed.
What the fuck is going on?
Is this the panic that they all say they have going on?
Is this the thing that happens to them all the time?
Are their experiences like this, the same as mine?
My first panic attack.
When I can't keep calm.
Screaming and crying.
I feel the same type of pain.
As I write this line...
3/8/16
I just wanted one.
One little person to come over.
But instead I got some.
Many people that were over.
I knew what was going on.
It was a party they threw.
And it was just for me too.
They care, and it took me this long to realize. I did slightly want to cry, but tears of joy. I love them and I'm glad that they did that. I can now see that this friendship was way more then I thought it was. This really is what friends are for. They care, he cares, and so does she. Everybody.
I had a slight panic in my heart,
But nothing as big as what happened
Last year at the start.
I'm feeling better,
More positivity.
I'm telling you,
It's the only thing that keeps me
Going.
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Rethink Everything.
الشعرPoetry that you might not understand. And it might be better if you just forgot it. Most of this is about life and how it's unplanned. And a lot of it has to do with the way I stand.
