I Hate You ➸ DH

Part 2

Monday.
Monday, the most depressing day of the week.
Kids being dragged into school.
Adults crawling into work.
I saw it all from my window sill.
I watched everyones glum appearances, looking like they had just seen a puppy being shot.
I sighed knowing my fate, school.
everyday i have to wake up and face the world.
Learning wasn't the problem, i got good grades and understood the work. For me it was the socialising part.

I didn't have many friends, the only person i talked to was Phil. But recently he had started to drift away from me. I barely saw him at school anymore.

I picked up my bag and made my way to school. I looked at my feet kicking a stone that seemed to interest me, Suddenly another foot kicked the stone away, i looked up at the person and of course, it was Dan. "oops"he smirked. I rolled my eyes at his childlike behaviour "look, i don't have time for your stupid talks, i have to go to school" i told him walking away, "stay then" he yelled. I stopped and turned around, "what makes you think i'd do that". He started walking towards me, "well maybe the fact that you're head over heels for me" he said "in your dreams Howell".

"Stay with me, we can spend the day together" He said, i gulped about how close he was to me. Part of me wanted to say yes, but i always cut that part off. "Fuck off Dan" i said tiredly pushing him off me and walking away.

I would never trust Dan. I would never let him into my life, in this school, i was like a prize to be won, because i was still a virgin. I was one of the few people Dan and his gang hadn't got too yet. All Dan wanted was to get into my pants.

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"Hey Phil" i said happily, i was so happy to see him I had such a shit day. Phil turned around slowly, looking quite annoyed. "oh Emily, you're here." he said smiling through gritted teeth. "i'm kinda busy right now so, could you maybe leave." he told me and i stormed off angrily. He didn't have to be so rude.

I sat down on one of the benches and looked out into the orange sky, lost in my thoughts. i was in no rush to get home, i usually spend time with Phil after school, so i decided to sit here and act all tumblr.

"funny isn't it" a voice from behind me spoke, interrupting my thoughts. The person sat down next to me and continued to look out into the field. I looked at the person nervously, it was Gregory Jackson, or as he is called 'Onision'. I'm not sure why, i think he used to be called onion because he always ate onions but then it developed into Onision.

"How can so many people find men just kicking a ball back and fourth repeatedly entertaining?" He wondered. "Gregory" he said holding out his hand for me to shake. "Emily" i said shaking his hand.

"So, Emily why are you so sad?" He asked looking into my eyes. "I'm not sad, I'm just thinking about things"
"What kind of things" he pondered and I blanked him,"fine don't tell me" he said sounding annoyed and continued to look at the Orange sky.

"Who's that?" I asked Greg pointing to his lockscreen. "That is the most beautiful girl in the world, my girlfriend Lainey" he responded happily. "She's so pretty, how comes I've never seen her around?"
"Doesn't go to this school, that's why a lot of people don't believe that I have a girlfriend or they think I'm gay" he mumbled, "one day I'm gonna marry that girl"
"It's kind of refreshing to meet a guy who doesn't want to get into everyone's pants"
"Yeah I'm one of the few" he laughed.

"Your turn"he remembered. "What" "I gave you my situation so you give me yours" "I didn't agree to that"
"Come on"
"Fine" I sighed, I've always bottled up my feelings so this was like the first time I've ever told anyone how I actually feel.
"My best and only friend Phil is starting to drift away and hang out with the inbetweeners and is being a dick to me about it. And Dan-fucking- Howell is getting on my last nerve, he's always having sex with girls and not to mention we live next to each other so I can hear EVERYTHING, and whenever I walk past him he makes gestures and tries to get in my pants." 

"um, okay. I meant just how you feel, not everything" Greg told me, this is why I don't tell anyone how I feel. "No, I was joking Emily. I'm glad you told me that." thank God, that was mortifying. "Don't worry about Phil, he's a good guy. He'll eventually come to his senses and realise what a dick he was." He reassured me. "Dan, I don't even know what to do about him. He's one of the biggest douches in school." "what happened to him, he used to be so nice" I joined in. "He used to have such a huge crush on you" Greg smirked. I started to blush wildly thinking about Dan Howell having a crush on me. "yeah right, we where purely platonic" I mumbled. "C'mon everyone knew he liked you. I still think he kinda does"

"Pshhhh! That's the funniest thing i've heard all day" I laughed, "Can you imagine, Dan- fucking- Howell having a crush on me! Yeah he always talks about how he wants to bang me,but thats only too annoy me!" 
"Keep on telling yourself that Emily. Take it from a guy, he likes you. He always tries to touch you, gets jealous whenever you're around guys and teases you." Greg told me. Dan doesn't like me, I have no idea why Greg would even think he does. "Don't look now" Greg warned, "here comes your boyfriend" 

As if on perfect que, Dan appears. "Sup Winters" He greeted causing me to roll my eyes "Howell" I replied looking up at him. His skin was a gorgeous amber colour due to the sky, his hair was gently blowing in the calm wind and his eyes sparkled. Okay, even though he was such a cock, he was beautiful, which made me hate him even more. "Oh hey Dan!" Greg cheered wrapping his arm around me. I knew exactly what he was trying to do. 

"Fuck off Onision, no one likes you" Dan spat rolling his eyes, "Well Emily here does apparently" Greg replied with a wink. Dan's face tensed up and I could see the anger in his eyes. "Emily does not like faggots like you" He growled. 'Gets jealous whenever you're around guys'

"I'd rather go out with Greg any day than someone like you Dan!" I retorted standing up. "Explains why you're all over me Winters" Dan smirked, "I bet you're thinking about me shirtless right now". 'Teases you.'

"In your dreams Howell" I scoffed turning around, giving Greg death stares whilst he laughed at my current situation. "In your dreams, I bet you imagine me kissing you, feeling you" His low voice whispered seductively into my ear whilst rubbing his hand slowly down my ear as he pressed his groin into me from behind, "You're a very bad girl Winters, the things you would do to my body" I could feel his hot breath against my skin, his hands where touching every part of my exposed skin. 'Touches you' His body  was so close to mine. I didn't mind it, it felt so right but it was so wrong. I subconsciously started to close my eyes. He had me right where he wanted me. His lips where hovering over my neck, if he started to suck, I wouldn't stop him. "Dan" I softly moaned causing him to chuckle against my neck.

This bought me back to reality, it's like I had completely blacked out and I had left my conscious self to deal with the awkward aftermath. I pulled away rapidly, seeing Greg's mouth wide open. I turned around too see Dan smirking at me "I knew you couldn't resist me Winters" I was completely speechless, what had I done? I grabbed my bag and ran as fast as I could out of the school, avoiding Dan and Greg. I stopped behind a wall to catch my breath, I wiped the tears from my eyes and started to walk back home.