Start all over again (SasuxFemNaru)

Part 8

Sasuke's POV

"It has everything to do with you... because Chisuke is your daughter..." Kakashi said.

I couldn't quickly comprehend those words but I understood it... It's not that I'm in denial but...

"Kakashi, when did you learn about it?" I asked as I turn my hand to a fist,

"Sasuke, it doesn't matter when – " I cut off Kakashi,

"F*ck, Kakashi! Why don't you just answer the question?!" I asked again more in a harsh manner,

"It was few months after Naruko disappeared... I was finding it odd when Iruka kept disappearing for three straight days every other week and so, I decided to follow him... Iruka didn't seem to notice that because he was too busy thinking of something else... then, I followed him to the Sand Village, knocking on the door of an unfamiliar house... It surprised me when the person who answered the door was Naruko whose from the looks of it was few months pregnant..." He said, I grit my teeth with anger,

"... At first, I was shock but then I, in a way, understood the situation... not fully though... and so, I looked for information about Naruko around town but nobody seemed to know about her being there... One night, I decided to wait it out and confront Iruka about it but instead, that night Iruka and Naruko was having dinner and I heard their conversation..." He continued,

FLASHBACK

Naruko and Iruka is eating dinner quietly, suddenly, Iruka decided to break the ice,

"Naruko, are you sure you don't want Sasuke to know about the baby?" he asked,

"Iruka-sensei, its better this way... This wasn't something we planned... I don't think Sasuke is ready to be a father or hasn't decided to be one... I know there are still lots of thing he wishes to do but having a family hasn't crossed his mind... I know it's wrong to deprive this baby from her father but I don't want Sasuke to regret having her... I wouldn't take it if that happened..." Naruko said, as a hint of sadness can be seen in her eyes,

"I understand Naruko... Just remember that I will be here by your side... always..." Iruka said,

End of FLASHBACK

"... I never would have learned about it if it weren't for Iruka," Kakashi said,

"Why didn't you tell me?" I asked as calmly as I can, another knock of the door caught everyone's attention to the reality that there is someone outside,

"Sasuke... Are you home?" Sakura asked,

"GO AWAY!! I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO YOU RIGHT NOW!" I shouted, I couldn't keep my anger no more,

"... Okay, Sasuke... I'll see you tomorrow then..." Sasuka said with pain lingering in every word,

"Sasuke! You should treat her like that!" Iruka scolded,

"Shut up!" I shouted back at him, I turned to Kakashi and grabbed him by the collar,

"What kind of leader are you?! You Bastard! For years, I suffered losing her by my side! For years, I thought you were trustworthy! For years, I shared my pain to you because you were the only person I can talk this out with... and turned out that you betrayed me from the start?!" I said as I threw him across the room... (He let me...)

"Sasuke, enough!" Iruka said,

"Enough?! How dare you say that?! Have you had enough watching me die every f*cking day thinking where I did her wrong? Why she left? And how to get her back?! Have you had enough letting me feel pain greater than death?! " I said, I couldn't take it... the one man I told my pain throughout those years... the man who said he'll help me... they knew yet they didn't say... I could feel my tears coming down like the rain that has suddenly started pouring outside; I walked to the sofa and sat there for moment before I continued,

"... for years, I always wished that she'd just come back and that it was all just a horrible dream... for years, I always thought that I was better off dead than to lose her... For years... yes... haha... years... wasted years..." I said, I thought I would never feel this feeling again... the feeling of being betrayed...

"... If you may please... leave my house... I'm tired... and I don't wan't traitors around me..." I said, and they left without a word but with guilt in their eyes...

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sorry that i wasn't able to update for few weeks before... and so, i asked my friends what to do then they just said that i should just update... and so, i decided to update today.. with 5 new parts...again sorry for the late update..

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