My light.My darkness (MxM) (V SLOW UPDATE)

Chapter 4

I let my gaze roam around my now messy apartment, I stepped out closing the door behind me, mentally growing and headed toward the elevator, I only live in the second floor but I'm in no condition to walk any stairs right now! What happened last night was terrifying, I still quite clearly remember what I felt like when I woke up,, I was so disoriented and confused it took me a few minutes to actually comprehend what actually happened.

My body was so sore from the weird angle I found myself in- god knows for how long I laid there,

My nose was bleeding, something I didn't even notice when or how it happened.

Took me about 10 minutes to finally get myself up together and move to my room when I sprawled on my bed not even moving to cover myself- I drifted then into an exhausted sleep that I thought will last longer until my alarm went off this morning at 7 am

ugh!

I completely forgot its Monday which is why I kept hitting snooze until 20 minutes ago hints why I'm now late for work

  I work as a graphic designer in an Advertising & Marketing Company in Ohio- it's actually one of the big companies here so normally it isn't easy getting the job but my university teacher stepped in and recommended me

I studied in New work and I could have worked there but I didn't, It's a big city and there wasn't a place for where I could let my wolf free and roam around

Ohio is the place I grew up in

My old pack is here- after my parent's death I asked the alpha to break the bond and moved out of the pack house! Nobody cared and I'm even lucky they let me go considering what my father did they would have blamed me for his actions- well they did  but not in -I'm gonna torture you to death -kinda of thing. There are still laws , you can't harm a pack member for no reason

I guess that's why they didn't bother with me staying

I was only 13 years old! Being a lone wolf- an outcast lone wolf at that age with no guardians what so ever wasn't easy at all, But I managed.. that was the only thing I could do,

Had different part time jobs. I slept in all different places, from the park, the woods, to abandoned buildings

Nobody offered me a place to stay. The pack is big -most of the locals are pack members so everybody knew my father's "crimes" and they weren't forgiving about it even though I had nothing to do with it.. I was a child!

Even with all of this I busted my ass in school! I was one of the top students and graduated high school a year early. Got a scholarship and with that I was in New York getting my 4 year degree in graphic design something I'am so passionate about, Can't imagine myself doing anything else

Probably the only thing I'm good at honestly.

I spent 9 months training here and there and I only finally got the job 5 months ago, I couldn't be happier at that time I thought I'll soon find my mate and everything would be great, my mate and my dream job

When I turned 18 and my mate did not show up I was a freshman in college , after 4 years there I had this gut feeling my mate would be here in Ohio so when I moved back here I was more than excited to finally meet him ( I always knew I'm gay so I knew it would be a he)

Like I said, Dream job and my mate.

Pretty perfect.

Yeah. nope

Well. I was right, I did find him but he want nothing to do with me.

I heaved a long sigh and looked at my pale reflection in the huge elevator mirror, I ran my fingers through my long hair. I have a thick wavy shoulder length brown Asian hair. I love my hair if you couldn't tell already. I think I'm okay in the looks department with my unique features and hazel eyes.