Star Wars Preferences and Imagines

30: Your song -Inidie edition- (SW & TFA)

  //couple songs//
//SO MANY FEELS OH MY GOD I CRIED WHILE LISTENING TO THESE. I LITERALLY FEEL PHYSICAL PAIN IN MY CHEST. I highly suggest listening to all of these. This kinda turned out to be break up songs? They all kill me//
Finn:The pull by Now, Now (//I cried a little//)
Find a thread to pull and we can watch it unravel
The lines we both have sewn to form the fabric of a fragile home
We'll spend a month apart
At least I know when you'll be coming home
But this is just the start
We'll find out who we are

A hint of light in the dark
But only enough to keep from giving up
If I could go back to the start
To break the pattern forming between us.


Poe: Ill never forget you by Birdy

Eighty-Six Charlie came over
He asked me for a favor
Asked me a question
Asked me to make an exception

Eighty-Six Charlie, he came back
Said he'd been thinking it over
Said he's had a change of heart
He thinks he's made a grave mistake

But I, I'll never forget you
I'll never forget you
You make things so easy
I'll never forget you

Eighty-Six Charlie, he came back, he came back
Sat down at the table, and for the last time
Said he's finally made up his mind
He wonders if it's not too late
It's not too late because

I'll never forget you
I'll never forget you
You made me so angry
I'll never forget you

Rey: Two by The Antlers //I made myself sad//

In the middle of the night I was sleeping sitting up,
when a doctor came to tell me, "Enough is enough."
He brought me out into the hall I could have sworn it was haunted,
and told me something that I didn't know that I wanted
to hear: That there was nothing that I could do to save you,
the choirs gonna sing, and this thing is gonna kill you.
Something in my throat made my next words shake,
and something in the wires made the light bulbs break.

There was glass inside my feet and raining down from the ceiling,
it opened up the scars that had just finished healing.
It tore apart the canyon running down your femur,
I though that it was beautiful, it made me a believer.

And as it opened I could hear you howling from your room,
but I hid out in the hall until the hurricane blew.
When I reappeared and tried to give you something for the pain
you came to hating me again, and just sang your refrain:

You had a new dream, it was more like a nightmare.
You were just a little kid, and they cut your hair,
then they stuck you in machines, you came so close to dying.
They should have listened, they thought that you were lying.

Daddy was an asshole, he fucked you up,
build the gears in your head, now he greases them up.
And no one paid attention when you just stopped eating.
"Eighty seven pounds!" and this all bears repeating.

Tell me when you think that we became so unhappy,
wearing silver rings with nobody clapping.
When we moved here together we were so disappointed,
sleeping out of tune with our dreams disjointed.

It killed me to see you getting always rejected,
but I didn't mind the things you threw, the phones I deflected.
I didn't mind you blaming me for your mistakes,
I just held you in the door frame through all of the earthquakes.

But you packed up your clothes in that bag every night.
I would try to grab your ankles, what a pitiful sight.
But after over a year, I stopped trying to stop you
from stomping out that door, coming back like you always do.

Well no one's gonna fix it for us, no one can.
You say that no one's gonna listen, no one understands.
So there's no open doors, and there's no way to get though,
there's no other witnesses, just us two.