Different Worlds (DEJ LOAF AND LIL DURK CAN FIC)

Next Step!

DURK P.O.V
I have fallen in love with Deja and I ask myself every time how did it happen? And I don't know. I always wanna know where she at? And what she doing? How was her day? And everything about her day. I mean I'm not mad but I'm kind of scared. I did so many girls and now its me the one in love, so I think that shit bound to happen to me. Thanks giving coming up with in two weeks and then my son birthday. That's gonna be a movie. You already know that. We turning it up. Its gonna be good vibes through the night hopefully. I can't wait. I was in my room cleaning when Tania brought Angelo in the room. "Take him." She said. "I'm cleaning the room hold on." I said. "No what you mean hold on? This your son? Are you crazy?" She said. Lately me and her could not kick it at all and me and Tania was real close. I guess because I'm dating Deja and actually feeling her and pays her more attention. But oh well Tania my sister. Not my girl. That's corny. "Give him to mommy." I said. "Listen," and she put him on my bed. I don't even know why she always tell Nikki she'll baby sit and two hours later she not baby sitting. Like what the hell. I picked him up and took him to my mother room but she wasn't in there and neither was my grandmother. Damn. And it was freezing so I'm not taking him to Nikki house. I put him in his high chair and here come Nikki. "Hi cutie." She tickled him and he lit up because of his mother. "You taking him home." I said. "What? I'm not even going home." She said. "So where you going? I closed the door. "Durk don't start your shit. I got a date today." She smiled. "Hell no. You taking him or you staying in here doing him." I said. "Yeah right, don't bet ya bottle dollar on that." She said. "You wanna bet?" I asked zipping my coat up. "Yes I wanna bet." She said mad stank. So I grabbed her hat, scarf, phone, and gloves off the bed and went and hid them. She gonna be tight. "Where my shit?" She asked. "That's where." I pushed her on the bed and snatched her boats off. She start attacking me and I kept pushing her. "I always have Angelo why can't you take him? What the fuck?" She asked still trying to attack me. "Stop before I get my bitch to beat you up." I said. "Beat me up? You funny but I been meaning to write her and tell her we still be fucking." She said. "You should've told her when we was fucking. I'm not even getting head from you no more." I said. "Believe what you wanna believe." She laughed. "Yeah you know wussup. Cut the bull shit." I said. "Durk stop I really don't wanna be here." She said trying to grab her coat. And here come Deja. "Hi babe." She smiled and kissed me. "Wussup? I was cleaning up and shit but as you can see some things got in the way." I said. "Its cool my love, I be back." She dropped her stuff down. "Where you going?" I asked. "To check on Kevin. I be back in five minutes. I think he at work tho, so I be back." She said. "Okay baby." I said and let her go. "She a dumb bitch but I say less." Nikki smiled and searched for her phone again but she remembered I took it. "Give me my shit!" She yelled and scared Angelo but I start making funny faces so he start laughing. "Alright ima take him home but you paying for our cab." Nikki said taking Lolo out the car seat. "Okay brokey." I said throwing her boots to the side. "Sike." She put them back on. "You better be lucky you got him in ya hands because I would've violated you. Dead ass." I said. "Suck a dick." She said and I ignored her. "Watch ya son." I said and start sweeping again and the bitch start kicking the trash. "It's not gonna be clean for ya to lay up and shit while I'm bored. Nope." Nikki said. "Babe Kevin said do you wanna cypher some weed?" Deja asked. "Tell him not right now I'm about to go to jail." I said and she start laughing. "Cut it out." She kissed me and gave Nikki this look. "I will always be first I had his seed." Nikki said. "Not intentionally." I said. Her whole face went sour. Fuck outta here, she blowing mines. "But you gonna watch him, so I don't give a fuck and he need new clothes and boots its cold outside. You got new shit." She rolled her eyes. That shit made me feel weak and whack. I was about to give in. "You do too!" I yelled on her. "Cause I been buying his shit. You don't think its your turn?" She said. "Well you not getting none of your shit back so you can forget about it." I said trying to sweep the trash and she put Angelo on the floor. Stupid move. I flew over to her and she dropped on the bed. "Stop Durk!" She yelled. "Shut the fuck! Pick him up you stupid bitch!" I balled my fist and she grabbed him up. "That's what I thought." I said and here come Deja. "Hi handsome." She spoke to Angelo. He start smiling. "Don't talk to my son." She turned him around. "Okay." Deja sat on the bed. "Yous a dumb bitch! That's why I never cuffed you! Like you a dweeb! You corny as hell!" I bombed on Nikki. "I wasn't all that when I fuck you every night because she don't. You cry to me every night the same shit." Nikki said. "Oh yeah?" Deja raised her eye brows at me. "Swear to Angelo right now." I said. "I don't swear on my son. But I can show you its in my phone." She said. So I went and got her phone. I threw it to her. "Ima not searching shit up. I just wanted my phone back. Dick head." She held her phone and I went and we was tussling for it and Angelo fell. I got the phone and then picked him up he was screaming. "Don't cry Lolo, it was that bitch fault." I pointed and gave him a chez doodle and he stopped crying. "Durk just let me leave." Nikki said shaking her leg. "Only if you taking ya son." I said. "Get him dress, it dont even matter and like I said you paying our cab." She said. I changed his pamper and then got him dress. I put him in his stroller and went and got her shit. She pushed him out the house with out taking the cab money. "Babe you can start getting comfortable." I said and start sweeping. "You gonna act like I didn't just hear you been sleeping with your baby mother. You corny. I'm trying to see who can come pick me up because I spent all my fucking money coming here." She rolled her eyes and continued texting on her phone. I'm not even gonna argue with her. I don't even fuck Nikki. I haven't in mad long and this dummy gonna believe her so ima let her. I start picking up the trash at the door. She got on the phone with her cousin. "Can you lift your feet up? I'm about to mop." I said. She grabbed her bag and left. I was going to chase after her but I didn't. I could've kept my son here for all that. I poured some pine on my floor and start mopping. My shit about to smell good. After cleaning it up I got in the shower. I washed up five times and got out. I wrapped the towel around my waist and continued brushing my hair. I walked in the room and Deja, Lizzy, and Rondo. "Ayo!" Rondo said blowing smoke out his mouth. "My fault Lizzy I didn't know ya was gonna be in here." And I looked at Deja and her face was in her hands, and her right leg was shaking. I grabbed some boxer briefs, basketball shorts, and a tank top. Then I put my du rag on. I went back in the room and put some socks on. "It smell like love in here. What you cleaned up for?" He asked. "So Deja can spend a night comfortable but Nikki started some shit and now Deja mad and shit but I told her it wasn't true. She didn't believe me, so it wasn't nothing I can do." I said digging in my dresser to get weed and a cigar. I start crushing my weed. "Beth we out." Rondo said. "Wait I'm waiting to see if Deja getting a ride." Lizzy said and I put my pride to the side. "Deja not going no where." I said. "Yes she is Durk. You won't be fucking Nikki and her." Lizzy said. "I haven't fucked Nikki from when she came back. And after that little shit with me and Deja I haven't fucked nobody." I said rolling my weed. "That's why niggas was clowning you in the group chat?" Rondo start dying laughing. "Shut up nigga." I laughed. I sat next to Deja. "You smoking?" I tapped her and she shook her head. So me. And Rondo smoked and here come Tania with Angelo. And Nikki texted me.
BM: I loveeeee your sister❤✌
Me: Suck My Dick. You Thought You Was Gonna fuck up me and Deja relationship but you didnt. How Mad are you?
BM: Lmao, Durk I know she was mad. What she should know is I will never let you fuck me and that was to get her mad! Ahhhhh !
Me: Lol that's what I'm saying cause she about to bathe and we gonna be laid up in the bed you wish you can be in!!!
BM: Nah not even.
Me: Yes ahhhhh haaaaaa!!! ✌✌✌✌✌stupid.
BM: have fun with "handsome" tonight.
Me: Will do ✌
Then I texted Rondo.
Me: Yo bro can you take Lizzy out real quick while I talk to Deja.
Rondo: I got you.
He start talking to her and they got up and left. I wasted no time. "Yo." I pulled at her arm. "What?" She asked still with her head down. "I want you to read something." I said. "I don't want to see it. I'm not in the mood." She said. "So what. Look." I pulled her head up and she snatched the phone from me. And she start reading it and then put my phone down. And put her head back in her hands. "Stoppp." I said pulling her arms away. "You pissing me off Durk. I don't wanna talk right now." She said. "So you leaving me?" I asked. "Out your house? Yes. Out your life? I'm still debating." She went to put her head back down. "Yo you doing that funny shit. I thought we always was gonna be real? Like I never not spoke to you when I was mad. We always say we gonna be one hundred." I said. "I'm tired of being a hundred with you and you not with me Durk. I'm tired of feeling stupid. I hate feeling stupid and I told you that. And every time you make me feel stupid. I'm tired of it." She said snatching her hand away from me and she wiped her tears. "You know what? You right. I'm wrong again. I try to make something right and everything goes wrong. This bitch Nikki always win. I didn't want nothing to do with her she had a baby by me. I wanna fall in love with a girl I actually like and she want me to watch Angelo so she ruin this. That's crazy but she always win. Go ahead. Whenever you ready." I let her hands go and laid in the bed. I texted Nikki
Me: I hate you bitch!
BM: Lol you funny.
I ignored her and put music in my ears. And I just start jaming. I was about to hit my hoes up but I decided against it. I start playing a game on my phone. Here come Rondo and Lizzy with mad food. I wasn't even in the mood to eat. I was sort of sad and disappointed. Nikki don't even know how ima have her relationship. Or whatever the hoe got. "Here Durk here go ya son, he sleep." Tania said. "No. And this time when you put him in my room ima violate you! All this shit happened because of you! Get him the fuck out of here! Im tired of baby sitting!" I said. "Oh well you had the baby and you waking him up." She said. "Tania bye!" I said she wasn't trying to hear that so I got dress and me and Rondo left out. "Yo Tania starting to become a fucking pest." I said mad as hell. "Why though? Like what made her act like that?" Rondo asked. "I guess because Deja didn't beg Kevin to go back out with her. I don't know. But she talked about the nigga dead parents. She would've been a dub in my eyes too. You know how I rock." I said. "Yeah she bugging. But we out to Twin shit. Everybody over there." Rondo said. "Go get Lizzy and Deja." I said. "That's bae again?" Rondo asked. "No not really." I shrugged. "Damn son." He ran back in the house and here came him and Lizzy. "Where Deja?" I asked. "She said Tania wouldn't take the baby so she gonna do him until you come back." Rondo said. "Fuck it. Ima holla at y'all. Ima go do my son. I feel like shit for yelling to get him out my room anyways." I said piecing Rondo and hugging Lizzy. "Yo look ain't thats that Harlem nigga?" Rondo asked. We looked at each other at the same time. We start chasing him but he was gone. "Come here pussy!" I yelled running with all my speed but this nigga was fast. Maybe too fast. We chased him about five blocks. I was tight we didn't catch him. "Yall niggas crazy got me running mad far." Lizzy said all out of breath because she ran with us. "If I had a gun on me he would've been dead. That's on my life." I said mad as fuck. "Yo I wish these dick heads was out here." Rondo said. "We would've killed him. That little bullet didn't do shit to the bastard last time." I said. "TSS. Dead ass." Rondo said. "Facts. Ima go smoke and them I'm out." I said as we went in Twin building. They opened the door and we went inside the house. "I got some weed let's get the cypher going." I put the quarter I had on the counter with the rest of the weed. "Here, try the mask." Lil Varney passed it to me. And they lit it. That shit got smokey fast and I felt like I couldn't breath I snatched that shit right off. "Yo you're crazy." Ikey said. Then I remember Deja was waiting with Angelo.
Me: He sleeping?
MyLove❤: No. He up breaking stuff and chewing on my bracelet.
Me: Alright I'm on my way back in five minutes.
MyLove❤: Take your time.
Me: Okay thank you.
MyLove❤: You're welcome.
I left it like that. So we had a cypher for about a hour. I gave everybody a dap and hugged Lizzy. "Wait nigga, let's go walk you outside." They said. "I'm good. I need some time alone and shit." I said. "Bro becareful." Twin said. And then I left and start walking to my house. I hope me and Deja get back on track. Its so easy to get another girl but just because its easy to get em, but all them don't make you feel like this. This feels good.
Walking into my house Angelo was eating with Deja. She bathed and was in her pajamas. So that mean she staying. "Daddy home." She smiled to him and he start going crazy smacking her and shit. "Aye, be nice." I said. He start crawling over to me and grabbed on my jacket so I picked him up. "What's up?" I kept throwing him in the air and he was dying laughing. "Tomorrow we got a long day ahead of us boy. First we gonna get you some sneakers, boots, and clothes. And then daddy gonna get ya name tattooed so they know its real. Cause I'm Lil Durk but you baby Durk." I spoke to him like he knew what I was talking about but ima put that baby Durk shit through his head. He yawned twice in three minutes so I start running the sink water and got him undress. I put his big self in the water and he was kicking his feet and going crazy smiling. I start washing him up and washing under his neck. I washed his body five times and took him out. When we came back in the room Deja was half way sleeping. I laid him down and got him ready for bed. I warmed up his milk and he held it and I laid him next to her. I went to the kitchen and made four sandwiches. I went to the room and Angelo was knocked out. I got undress and start eating my food. "When you coming to bed?" She finally spoke to me. "As soon as I finish babe. You want some?" I asked. "No I'm fine." She said. I guess things are not back to the way they were but its not horrible either. I finished the sandwiches went in the kitchen and had two cups of kool-aid. Then I went back to bed. I laid on the side with Angelo. "Durk get over here." She took out one of her headphones. I laid next to her. "Good night." I said and kissed her, she kept kissing me. "I love you Deja." I said. "I hope every time you say it, you mean it because I love you too but I mean it and I hate looking stupid." She said rubbing her eyes. "I know and I do babe. I swear to my son." I said meaning it. Then I kissed her again. "Listen." She said as she put her headphone back in. "This song is by Austin Mahone its called all I ever need." She said and I nodded she start making circles with her finger on my chest and begin the song.
" Don't the water grow the trees
Don't the moon pull the tide
Don't the stars light the sky
Like you need to light my life
If you need me anytime
You know I'm always right by your side
See I've never felt this love
You're the only thing that's on my mind
You don't understand how much you really mean to me
I need you in my life
You're my necessity
But believe me you're everything
That just makes my world complete
And my love is clear the only thing that I'll ever see
You're all I ever need
Baby you're amazing
You're my angel come and save me
You're all I ever need
Baby you're amazing
You're my angel come and save me
Don't the water grow the trees
Don't the moon pull the tide
Don't the stars light the sky
Like you need to light my life
We can do anything you like
I know we both can get it right tonight
You got your walls built up high
I can tell by looking in your eyes
You don't understand how much you really mean to me
I need you in my life
You're my necessity
But believe me you're everything
That just makes my world complete
And my love is clear the only thing that I'll ever see
You're all I ever need
Baby you're amazing
You're my angel come and save me
You're all I ever need
Baby you're amazing
You're my angel come and save me
When it comes to you
Baby I'm addicted
You're like a drug, no rehab can fix it
I think you're perfect baby even with your flaws
You ask what I like about you
Ooh, I love it all
You're all I ever need
Baby you're amazing
You're my angel come and save me
You're all I ever need
Baby you're amazing
You're my angel come and save me"
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