Bad boy love

chapter 17

the next morning i went downstairs to see no one there not that suprising when my mom is never here and well i have no one else i decided to go get some cereal even though i do not feel hungry at all but oh well im bord i grabbed my laptop and sat on the couch and started to go on facebook and look in newsfeed i got bord fast 

i heard the door bell ring wait a sec we dont have a doorbell?! wtf i went to the door to see if it was my mind messing with me like always and no one was there no note nothing well thats what we call ding dong ditching but why my house? out of all of these houses we are like in the suburbs but people they be crazy. for some random reason i just feel depressed i hate it so very much 

i walked up the stairs and turned on my music to eminem "beautiful" i normally listen to it when i feel gloom and shitty i have no idea why which is so friggen confusing but oh well i looked in my closet and opened boxes of pictures looking at old emories that trust me i hate reasons beacuse i used to be bullied so much and i wasent the skinny kid but everybodys got a bad backround of their childhood right? words i keep telling myself hoping that they are true 

i plopped on my bed when i found the one picture i wanted it was a picture of me and my best freind she had cancer and she beat it i was so happy on the day that they said she was cured and all better i thought i would never lose her again but i guess i was wrong.... it was a month after she had cancer and she had grown her hair back short but i loved it it smelt like apples i will never forget that smell anyway we were outside of her house playing hop scotch like we did at the same time every day but that ended on that day ... a black van with no windows puled on the side walk and stoped very fast since it was speeding two guys in black masks and suits raan into claires house (best freind claire) and we both were so scared and had no idea who they where and then we heard a gun shot fro inide and a scream that sounded like her mom and one of the guys came out with a gun and ran towards us i had no idea what to do who they were and why it was us but all i could do was stand still claire was frozen right next to me we did not move 

he kept running towards us he stopped and he pointed the gun at claire and me and he told us to stay still and dont move a mussel until the police came and he would not hurt us i was frozen but claire she looked at me and she turned around and ran i was frozen the entire time i could have done something but it was to late i saw him pull the trigger and knew it was claire that it had hit i was frozen the man pointed the gun at me and told me if i moved i would die just like her i was frozen and lifeless stiff they left and all i heard was the sirens and people rushing behind me towards claire i was frozen i would not look at claire that way my mom ran towards me and started crying and hugged me i would not move 

i could have done something i could ave of saved claire or tried to yell at her to stop and not run but i dident i just stood there and let that guy i did not even know shoot my best Friend and kill her i was 11 i started to cry and dropped the picture i have broke officially i started to lie on the floor and cry and scream i was home alone no one here to hold me when i wanted it as always my mom walked into my room and looked so confused 

"hunny whats wrong?" she said it right before she saw the picture on the floor she laid down right next to me and hugged me it still wont help but i am staying on my floor this entire day and i did and fell asleep there my mom went out and slept in her room and i still laid there i closed my eyes wishing i could fix everything about that day if i could have done something i was so tired i passed out on my floor with tears rolling down my cheeks from how hard i had cried.

today 3 years ago my best friend was killed at 12 pm 

A/N

no my Friend did not die and none of this happened in my life my best Friend is very much alive just wanted to clear that all up and im not going to update until i get to at least 10 votes total 

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