When a Playboy Fall Inlove

Chapter 29

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Chapter 29

Joshua's POV

"Hey. That's not mine. It's not mine!" Sabi ko ng pasigaw kay Sam

I know it's not mine. Fvck this life!!!

"Joshua! Maniwala ka naman! Alam kong sayo to!" Sabi nya habang umiiyak

I did not say anything and i just remain silent. Nag iisip ako. Pano magiging sakin yun?! Ugh! Fml

"Dapat mo kong pakasalan. As soon as possible." Sabi nya tapos tumigil sya sa pag iyak.

"What?! No! I'm not even sure if that kid is mine! I need a blood test!" Sabi ko

"Josh, 9 months pa bago lumabas yung baby. Can you wait that long? Ako hindi na. Kaya dapat mo na kong pakasalan." Sabi nya tapos ngumiti ng parang baliw.

Again, I remain silent. And not say anything to her. I was just looking at the ground wishing that this thing was only just a dream. Or should i say a nightmare.

Sam's POV

Yeah. Tama si Josh. Pwedeng hindi sa kanya yung baby. Alam kong nakakasira ako ng buhay ng may buhay. Pero, gusto ko ng makawala sa sira kong buhay. Ayoko na ulit ma experience yung mga bagay na nang yayari sakin. Si Josh na lng yung pag asa ko.

Since i was 13, i was being harassed by my father. Nag simula lang naman yun nung nag loko nanay ko sa kanya. Kasi daw mahirap, at di daw sya kayang buhayin. Sumama sya sa ibang lalaking mayaman at iniwan nya kami. And then a few weeks later he started drinking, doing drugs at mga iba pang bisyo.

Hindi ko alam kung san ba ko dapat magalit. Kung sa tatay ko na sinasaktan ako kapag gusto nya. Hinahawakan ako pag lasing sya,
O sa nanay ko na dahilan kung bakit ako ginaganito ng tatay ko.

That night when 'something' happen to me and Josh, napausip ako pwede sya yung pumalit sa sira sira kong buhay. Pwede nya kong pakasalan para malayo na ko sa tatay ko.

Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin kaya tinuloy ko na lang.

I was very disappointed nung nakita kong 'meron' pa rin ako (lol you know what i mean! hahhahaha) means na walang pag asang maging malaya sa buhay.

But then one night, pumasok yung tatay ko sa kwarto ko. And he 'did something.

After that night, nag simula na ko mag suka. Iniisip ko na baka sakit lang kaya di ko pinansin. But after a few weeks, na realize ko na hindi pa ko nag kakaron.

Kaya pumunta ko sa pharmacy para bumili ng pregnancy test.

And it was positive.

Bea's POV

I am not expecting what's happening right now. Nabuntis ba talaga ni Josh si Sam?!

Is this a sign that me and josh were never meant for each other?!

It hurts me that after all those shitty thing he did, i am still inlove. But i am continuing hurting myself.

I think it's time for me to stop. Im also tired of crying.

"JOSH CALLING"  biglang nag pop sa phone ko.

I just started at his name until the it stopped ringing.

"You have recived 12 missed calls from Josh"

And then he called again. I decided to finally answers his call.

"Bea! Please don't hang up!! I want to talk--" di ko na pinakinggan yung sinasabi nya and I quickly hang up.

Masakit marinig boses nya eh.

And then a few minutes later he called again. Of course I like hurting myself so I answered the phone

"What do you n-need?" Sabi ko trying not to cry while talking to him.

"I want you to believe me Bea. I know this is a shitty thing but please. That kid is not mine. I can feel it!" Sabi nya

"Josh, enough of these things. I- i need to go. Bye- and please.. Don't call me again. Im gonna change my number." Sabi ko tapos binabako na yung phone.

Some part of me wanted to believe whatever his saying. But there is another half of me that says "Bea enough of getting hurt" and i think that part of me wins.

Im tired of everything.