I must of fallen asleep last night because I woke up leaning on Luke on the sofa with the boys sitting on the floor and Ariana sitting next to me. I looked at the time 9:04am I got up and got some skittles from the kitchen then walked up stairs grabbing Ariana's with mac laptop and logged on to twitter looking thought my mentions propel not the best idea coz I was close to tears from all the things they where saying...
'Emo slut'
'Stop using use to become famous! We all hate you'
'Go cut! Deeper and deeper and deeper till you go bye bye'
And so many more. I went onto Facebook and the same thing happened there but this time it was not just about me and Luke it was about Ariana and me as well
'Leave Ariana and the janoskians alone! They don't care or love you!'
'Why lie and say Ariana is your sister?!?! Your just a useless worthless slut!! Go cut!!
And more. I didn't bother going on to tumbler keek or kik or anything else for that matter but I did go back on twitter and read some more things and answered some...
Person: "no one loves you!! Go Over dose!! Go cut!! Just go die!!"
Me: "I know. Okay. Don't worry I will say bye before going to deep :("
Person: "why are you so ugly? Why are you such a slut? Why don't you go kill your self?"
Me: "I just am. Sorry I don't mean to be a slut. Already thinking of doing that no need to worry :("
Person: "Luke is mine! I love him! He don't love you! He loves me!"
Me: "okay. So do I. Not what he says. Okay well have him :( :("
Person: "go get raped!"
Me: "already done that :("
I answered a few more then looked my phone and got in the shower. I was looking at the razor in my hand thinking. Yes. No. Yes. No. Yes. Yes. Then I put it to my arm cutting my arm a couple of times when I was done I cleaned them and counted all of em' I had done 18 on my right arm.I got out and dried my body off. I put on a long sleeved thin jumper what come off one shoulder and on the front it said 'OH BOY' with a picture of Mickey Mouse, I had also put on my black shorts and fluffy socks then walked down stairs and took my pills
"Hay babe" Luke said wrapping his arms round me
"Hay" I smiled up at him and kissed him then pulled back giving him a big hug
"You okay princess?" He asked worried. I wasn't going to tell him about all the hate. Yet.
"Yh I'm fine" I said smiling up at him and then I just walked away
"No your not" he said grabbing my right arm making me wince in pain Luke looked down at my arm "Riley" he said in a whisper knowing what I had done
"I'm sorry" I said as tears spilled down my cheeks
"Why? You don't have to do this every time?" He asked a little angry
"You don't understand" I said loudly I will admit I was pissed at him for being angry at me
"We'll maybe if you told me I would!" He shouted
"I don't have to tell you!" I shouted back
"What don't you trust me! Your own boyfriend! The own your meant to love and trust!" He shouted
"Luke I trust you and love you with all my heart! You just won't understand!" I screamed by this time the boys gina and ariana had come into the hall listening to our fight
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Luke brooks saved my life
Fanfictionwhen Riley was younger her real mum died and her dad blamed her for her death. Many years later thing just got oo much and so she ran away. What happens when Luke brooks saves her? Will there be love? What happens when Riley and her now famous sist...
