Well I'm back together with my girlfriend again she was just scared about everything.I'm glad were back together because I can't imagine my life without her *smiles*.Oh and yeah the staff are calling me Blayse and male pronouns again because it was confirmed by the proffesionals.I knew it was the right thing to do! Worst thing is a lot of them aren't even trying or think its a phase and it fucking hurts *whines*.They don't know how I feel and it hurts so fucking much...anyway I better talk bout something else before I get upset.
Packing! I currently pack using a sock its cheap and easy.Not the best thing though but it gives me a nice bulge *grins* oh and don't use bed socks man there weird *chuckles*.I found out ways of packing, unfortunately I don't have enough for a packer yet.Also I'm not using a condom filled with hair gel either what if It bursts!? Oh and if any of you are ftm and reading this please if you can comment on ways of packing thanks! *smiles*.
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My ftm transgender journal
Random*waves* Hi my name is Blayse and this is my ftm journal I will be writing this through my life until I finally transition.Can't wait for that day! anyway here's my journal and here's a step into my life.I'm just glad I'm not hiding anymore!
