13/10/15 entry #4 working out and sports

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Don't wanna be sexist to any of the sporty girls out there but working out at the gym and playing sports.These things help me feel more masculine it's like if you took them away from me it would crush me.I'm getting more muscular slowly every week and I'm gonna start going to the gym more often to build my body.*Flexes my biceps* slowly getting there *chuckles and pokes them*.
I was hoping to teach young kids football but I've not got my coaching level 1.*Sighs* it was on today I was really hoping to go but it was cancelled.Oh and get this, the next one isn't until 6 months away! It fucking sucks so much...I hope I can get it earlier though.I really wanna coach because I'm great with kids and I just wanna help them to be themselves and express with sport.It's fun and healthy!

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