Wishes

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Sometimes I just wish you would stop yelling at me.
But then I remember how loud your hatred sounds when you're silent.
I want you to stop staring at me
But when you do I realize how useless I feel
When your eyes aren't shining because of me.
I wish you would stop holding my hand in public
But then I remember how lonely life feels without you to lean on.


Every day I wish you would look at me one more time
Cause I'm lost without the protection your gaze seemed to wrap me in.
I wish you would whisper into my ears once again
A sentence, a word, a syllable would be enough.
All I need is the self confidence I used to draw out of your deep voice.
Foolish of me to think our dreams are made of the same things,
We don't share the same future anymore.




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