Soon enough, it became so overwhelming I had to tell someone. Someone I could trust, someone that doesn't know her or who she is and that would understand my position and what I should do. Ah ha, my cousins Alex and Emily. My cousins and I are like sisters. We know everything and anything about each other. Like best friends, but closer. Sleepovers every weekend, email exchanges every few minutes, memories etched into our hearts forever. I couldn't ask for anyone better but them two. I needed to vent. I has been a month I've been trying to help her and I have gotten nowhere. So I emailed my cousins telling them everything. Next thing I know, I'm down in the kitchen having a talk with my mom.
"I saw the email, who's the girl trying to kill herself? Addie, no one should be feeling like that and if they do they need professional help. You don't deserve to have all this pressure put on you like that it's not fair."
And now I know, she's right. But it's too late to turn back now.
