Another Myth

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I don't care.

I don't care if you say something that'll destroy me.

I don't care if you're out to get my life.

I don't care if my sanity is lost.

I don't care if you don't like me.

I don't care if I don't exist to anyone.

I don't care if you don't like what I do.

I don't care if you don't like my talents.

I don't care about the totally "truthful" things you know about me.

I don't care how you describe me.

I don't care if I lose.

I don't care.

Alright?

I don't.

But, this voice inside my thoughts wants me to care.

As it tells me more and more, I want to care.

I don't want to care but I can't stop my thoughts.

These thoughts are poisonous.

It hurts.

It hurts trying to ignore these thoughts.

I have become so weak.

Living in this world full of humans.

I see so many doubts that a ghost like me is having doubts.

I can't leave that human.

Even if I leave, I have no place to go.
I lose so much things.

My emotions are becoming similar to a humans feelings.

I truthfully never cared about anything.

Not even me.

But now, I am.

I can't.

I can't keep doing this.

I can't stay with her.

I need to stop caring about such things.

I'm not living.

I don't belong here.

There's nothing here for me.

This place...

Living in this place is just a obligation.

An obligation that I must obey.

So, stop caring...