Worthwood Academy

WA [DR] 51 - Everything is a Wreck

The fuck!

"Watch? Kung kayo ba nasa posisyon ko makakaya niyong manuod lang? No way! No!" I shouted.

Daphne sighed heavily before backing off. Wina had given me a deathly glare while Xynthea was trying to ask questions to Rio.

"Don't give me that look!" I retorted!

She didn't budge, niyugyog niya ako sa balikat. "Let's don't meddle. Away nila 'yan." Sabi niya.

Goodness!

"Ano bang pinagsasabi niyo? Kung kayo nasisikmura niyo ang ginagawa nila, ako hindi! Seeing them destroy each other like this is an exception! Hindi pwede! Kailangan naming mag-usap tatlo! Ako! Ako ang dahilan kung bakit sila nagkakaganyan!" Napapikit siya dahil sa pagsigaw ko."Briz! Tama na!" Sigaw ko sa kanya. Ayaw nila akong palapitin di ba? Anong silbi ng boses? Tangina! Hindi pwede 'to! "Briz! Please! Pag-usapan natin 'to! Don't do this!" Paulit-ulit kong sigaw.

I can't find the sense in my voice. Parang nawawalan ako ng karapatan sumigaw sa kanya dahil in the first place, ako ang talagang may kasalanan ng lahat. He knew! Alam na niya ang tungkol sa amin. I can't even imagine his reaction after hearing that revelation. This is my goddamn fault! If I didn't gave him any signs of hope, then he wouldn't be doing this...

Pinaasa ko siya.

Everyone in the crowd were gasping when he threw another hard punch in Uryll's face.

"Fucking moron!" He shouted at him. Walang ginagawa si Uryll. He's just smiling while wiping the blood in his face.

'Ano bang ginagawa mo? Get up, please... Let's settle this in a calmer manner.' I tried to reach his mind. Hindi siya sumagot.

"... the insults and your fucking attitude! Tiniis ko 'yon dati dahil alam kong ayaw mo sa kanya. Ayaw mo kay Nathalia! Hindi kita pinagsasabihan sa tuwing minumura mo siya. You were too rude to fall in love with her! You said you like Daphne and you would do anything just to get her back! Now that she's here, what the fuck?! Ano 'to? Bakit ganito? I love Nathalia! I took risks just to make her mine... Kahit alam kong ikaw ang mahal niya! I tried everything to get my chances... You fucking ruined everything after hearing from her that she loves you too damn much! She even sacrificed her life for you and for Daphne! Ang sabi mo, hindi mo siya gusto then all of a sudden, ganito na? Kayo na pala? Nawala lang ako ng ilang araw, pagbalik ko, wala na pala akong babalikan dahil na sayo na! Sinira mo na naman!"

Bumuhos ang mga luha ko sa mga isinigaw ni Briz. He's too mad to contain his anger. Hindi niya ako mapapatawad sa ginawa ko... God! I fucking ruined everything! I made our friendship a wreck! Hindi ako makahinga habang pinipilit kong absorbahin lahat ng mga sinabi niya. Para siyang papatay sa sobrang galit... and I can't let that happen. It's Uryll that he's beating!

I'm losing him! 'Briz... Please, let's take this slow. I can explain everything! Please stop beating him. Stop this thing! Ako na lang. Please, huminahon ka naman.'

Umiling si Uryll at tumitig sa mga mata ni Briz. He's like a lost puppy asking for help. I can't do anything! "I'm sorry Briz." He wiped the blood that is oozing from his nose. "I f-fell for her. I'm sorry... Lahat ng sinasabi k-ko sayo dati... Those are just lies... Lies t-to cover up my true f-feelings for her. I was too scared."

Goodness! 'Please stop, Uryll... He'll understand. Ako na ang kakausap sa kanya... Please get up.' I said...

Iyak ako ng iyak habang hawak-hawak ako nina Wina sa braso para lang hindi ako makalapit sa kanila. I badly wanted to hug him. Seeing them like this is a torture! I've never been into this kind of situation... Pero hindi pala talaga maganda. Nagkakasiraan silang magkakaibigan dahil sa akin—dahil lang sa iisang babae.