Anything For You Master ((LevixReader))

Enough Is Enough

"You know fucking well who I am talking about... Its Elizabeth." It scared me how calm I was.

"Shes... Shes just a brat from my past." His pause made me quake on the inside.

"... You think your lies are helping you, but they are only digging your grave further down." I let my hair cover my eyes... I didn't want to see Levi.

"She and I aren't a thing anymore..." Anymore?!

"You know Levi... When ever I try to show you my affection, you turn me down... Yet with her, you allow it. Tell me: How serious was your relationship?"

"Not too serious." His voice was uneasy.

"Really? How far did it go?"

"We kissed a lot... Went on dates... And"

"And what?" I was losing it.

"May have had sex... But it wasn't serious."

Wasn't serious?!

"She said she misses you... Do you miss her?"

"I'm with you now (y/n)-"

"Answer my fucking question! Do you miss her?" My voice finally showed all my anger.

"We... left each with lose ends. Of course I miss her-"

Damn you.

"If I weren't here... Would you get back together with her?" My knees felt weak.

"... Yes... I couldn't help but feel happy when I saw her. After my shitty dad lose the money her dad broke it off... So of course I would want her back... I did love her after all." I looked at Levi laughed.

"Ah... I see. Good night... Mr. Ackerman." I left the room after that; locking myself up almost instantly.

I couldn't blame the man... He did love her first after all...

~Time skip~

I didn't leave my room that morning. I didn't feel like facing the lies that I call a family. I stopped feeling sorry for myself. My body felt numb, tired, and just done. I hated the numbness... It was worse that the pain that awaited me outside my door. So, why not make my body feel something?

I got up and walked over to the bathroom. Ever since Levi came into my life, I have stopped cutting. That ends today. I pulled out my scissor and began hacking away. It felt almost pleasurable; having my mental pain being washed away by the physical pain. I know it would end soon and that I still have to face my problems. I am only causing more harm than good, but still... I feel like the problems are going away cut by cut. I stopped when I felt lightheaded. I placed a heavy-duty bandage over my cuts and plopped down on the bed.

To be honest... I do hate myself. I hate myself for feeling this way. I mean look at it through Levi's eyes:

After all these years of missing the woman he loves, he found a new. Then that woman comes back into his life, but he still has the other. Who would he choose?

If it were me, I would pick the first one I loved. Then there is the other issue... They have chamged over the years. I know right now Levi is so confused that he can't tell how much of a bitch Elizabeth is... I would be too. I just hope I don't become second in his life. A loud bang at my door sent e away from my thoughts.

I lazily walked over to the door and opened it. My eyes slightly softened as I gazed over to the larger man. I couldn't help but feel my emotions spill out and I feel into is brod chest and let my tears stain his shirt. I felt relief as he stroked my head as if I was a child who just scraped my knee.

"(Y/n), it will be ok. Want me to stay?" His deep voice almost put me back into my happy state.

"Yes... Please." He calmly lifted me up and let me lay on his lap as I sprawled out on my bed. His hand continued to stroke my hair; his voice hummimg a soft tune. My worries slowly slipped away as he smiled down at me. I felt safe in his arms... Like a daughter finds refuge in her fathers tight hug. I remember the times Petra would do this for me when I was down... And I am glad someone is here to continue that.

"Thank you... For being there for me." My voice was soft, calm yet desperate.

"I will always be here for you... You can count on that. Now go to sleep. Rest that brain of yours." His smile passed on to me.

"Can you stay with me?" I heard a chuckle come from deep within his throat.

"Yes... As you wish my master." My eyes slowly shut as my vision began to fade.

"Thank you... Erwin." I finally let my body dift off into a much needed slumber.

Erwin... I appreciate everything you do for me.

Only if you were my family.

I really want a hug and some food right now.

Anyway... Papa Erwin to the rescue.