Reflections (Poetry)

this is not home.

I want to go home,
I don't want to stay,
I felt so very lost,
and so far away.

I don't know anyone,
they're not my friends,
I want go back
and tie up loose ends.

I don't feel safe here,
it's cold and it's dark
and perhaps it's just me
deep down in my heart.

I just cannot picture
myself living here,
when all I really wanted
is to have you all near.

but now that you're not,
the gap between us grew,
now I've come to realise
how much I love you.