Reflections (Poetry)

cheat.

she's a cheat, she's a liar,
my so called best friend,
I can't believe I trusted her
until the very end.

claimed she had my back,
was my shoulder to cry on,
but I was wrong, cause all along,
it was just part of her con.

see, when I was happy
and my back was turned,
she was with my boyfriend
or so that's what I learned.

in his car, in his house,
even in his bed,
but worse than all of that,
she was in his head.

how could she do this,
rip out my heart,
thought I would have noticed,
thought I would be smart.

I was wrong, I was stupid,
they both did fool me
never did I guess,
it wasn't two but three.

the people I thought I loved,
more than my own brother,
just happened to be
all over one another.

I could not believe it,
I'd never been so hurt,
but looking back I saw it,
how they would flirt and flirt.

now I want to know
when will the pain go away,
I'm desperate to know,
will I always feel this way?

I want to scream and shout
and ask them how and why
but deep down inside,
all I want to do is die.