masquerading in a almost accurate disguise

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Everyday passes by at a quickened pass, s o s l o w

Ebbing away in the infinite timeline of events, e r o d i n g
Only a obsolete pocket hiding among the many other dates, c o m p l e t e l y I n v i s i b l e

Everyday a smile inching up my face, c o n s t a n t l y f r o w n i n g

Always dragging my feet along the ground, s c r a p i n g c o n c r e t e
Always trying to hide my true feelings, s t o p s t a r i n g

Stop asking, w i l l y o u e v e r n o t i c e

Will I ever sleep? w i t h t h e s e t e a r s i n m y e y e s
Will I ever eat? w i t h t h e s e v o i c e s a l w a y s j u d g i n g

I'm fine, I ' m n o t f i n e

Will I ever see? W h o I a m r e a l l y
Will I ever be? G o o d e n o u g h f o r a n y o n e ?

Bright colours stain my vision, I t s a l l m o n o t o n e

Fading, d a r k n e s s
Blurring, b r i g h t n e s s

Completely Stainless, m y s k i n e n t i r e l y b e s m i r c h e d

Lying, t o m y s e l f
Cringing, a t m y r e f l e c t i o n

Baring myself to the world, c o w a r d l y h i d i n g i n m y s h e l l,

Forevermore, h i d i n g m y s e l f
Because is there anyone I can really trust? S o m e o n e w h o w o n ' t h u r t
m e?

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