When she stands in the centre of that crowd she will always push herself to the back,
Have you ever seen that it's confidence that she lacks?
Do you notice that sad look always crawling it's way back up her face?
But of course you will always be ignorant and you will never know how badly she wants to leave this awful place,
Do you even know of her insecurities and how she cringes at her reflection standing in the mirror?
Every moment she thought herself even queerer,
Do you know how she dwells on the tiny abuses,
Every little thing leaving emotional bruises,
Her families familiar faces growing foreign until finally they all look like strangers,
Do you know how she walks towards the dangers,
That she sees?
All she really wants is to be free,
Of those meaningless things always haunting her, leaving a stain upon her mind,
And even if she were to be blind,
She would still feel your judging eyes?
No matter how hard she tries,
To forget all those little rude conclusions you come to?
But she can't push away your stereotypes, and all she wants to believe is that they aren't really true,
Although she would act as though your cruel opinions didn't bring tears to her eyes at night,
She was losing her will to fight,
She was starting to diminish far beyond everybody's sight,
Until she disappeared completely.
Did you even realise?
Authors note: Sorry this is a little shorter than usual, but I hope you guys still like it.
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