He's My Everything(BruhItsZach Fanfiction)

Love Hurts Sometimes

"Aryn do you understand what you are doing what people you also hurt while doing this this time i cant trust you give me everything sharp you have now!"i heard the demand and hurt in his voice he had tears sliding down his cheeks "I'm sorry Zach"he shakes his head

"put them in my hand right now!"he repeats i grab my blades and razor placing them in his hand "are you happy,zach now that you have not only hurt your own feelings but the one you loves i understand what i did is wrong but you were willing to die if i did

remember that i think of that all of my life also you cut yourself may i see your wrists hmm?Zach!"he looks down "nope you put this upon yourself"i grab his hand and pull up the sleeve i saw the old scars then "see we both did it we cant live without each other"

we both had tears just all down our faces "look i did it once then i stopped because i remembered the promise you did it 3 times after our promise"i suddenly felt really embarrassed i wanted to just bawl my eyes out but its like i didn't feel safe around him anymore i didn't feel at peace  

i felt my whole body freak out my breath increased a lot and i started shaking i fall to the floor hugging my knees crying,hyperventilating,and shaking Zach looked scared "what did i do what is happening BELLA!!"he screamed he tried to come near me but i put my hand up

signaling him to stay away i was having a panic attack it happened a lot Bella ran in and saw me she grabbed a bag and i breathed in and out till i was calm a bit light headed but mostly fine i stuck my head against the wall "what just happened"i looked up at Zach

"its happens a lot"he sits next to me he hugs me "i'm sorry i didn't mean to be so mean and demanding i just i know what you are going through and my step dad found out about me he took away all my stuff and i haven't thought about it since so i thought maybe"

i nod "i know"i give a small smile and place my head on his shoulder he sticks his arm around me "so hows being 16 by the way"i ask Zach he laughs "well lets just say its gonna get better with you around."