From one proxy to another proxy [Ticcimask]

Chap. 24: City on the Edge of Forever

Before he could say anything, i spat in his face. I was angry. 

His only reaction was to close his eyes and, seconds later, wipe his face with his sleeve. 

—That was gross.

—Son of a bitch.

I pushed him and i could finally get up, he was sitting on the bed.

—What is this, Masky? Revenge? 

I was furious, i often allow him to mistreat me, yell at me, insult me, even hit me. But kissing me like that is going way too far. 

Kissing me like that just to make me mad.

Kissing me like that just to never do it again... 

—What an imagination you have. 

—Oh, what is it then? Are you in love and this is you confessing? —i said sarcastic and he laughed. Motherfucker, he only laughs when something bothers me.

—That's disgusting, Rogers...

—Then why?! 

He gave me a serious look and then a mischievous little smile began to show on his face. 

—Because you thought i wouldn't do it, so i did it...

I felt like my chest was going to explode from rage. 

Once again he laughed at me.

When he realized i wasn't gonna say anything, he got up and headed for the door. 

—See ya...

I grabbed him by the collar of his jacket. He stopped suddenly. He waited in intrigue to see what i would do next. 

—What you're gonna do, Rogers? You're gonna kiss m-

I punched him.

He took a few steps back, covering his mouth with his sleeve. 

He took a quick look at it, it was stained with a little blood. He licked his split lip. 

—You're a dead man...

This time he grabbed me by the neck and pulled me closer. 

I had no fucking idea if he was about to knock my teeth out or if he just wanted to intimidate me, give me a threat and then leaving. 

...Or if he was about to kiss me again.

Stupid bipolar.

Anyway, i didn't find out because before he could do anything, i kneed him in the crotch. 

He hunched over a little, holding back the pain and the urge to kill me. 

Now i pushed him onto my bed and got on top of him. 

—That was... so low, even for you—said pausing, showing a pained smile.

—Wrong, it's actually typical of me.

Unlike him, who was holding my wrists to immobilize me minutes ago, i had my hands on his shoulders. 

I wasn't exerting any force, and he wasn't trying to push me either. 

—I didn't hit you! —he hissed through clenched teeth and tried to get up.

This time i punched him in the ribs and he quickly lay down. 

—Beating the shit out of me turns you on? —he was smiling, just to let me know that even i was on top of him and hitting him, i wasn't in control. 

—I'm starting to get sick of you too... —i said, holding his bangs tightly. 

—And what you're gonna do about it, huh?

He had that arrogant smile and i had a wrinkled forehead from frowning so much. 

—Coward...

Masky had completely driven me crazy. 

I wanted to punch him in his mouth again.

Yeah, i wanted to punch him in his mouth...

Instead of that, i kissed him.

A kiss just as desperate as the last one. The difference was that now i paid attention to the taste of cigarettes in his mouth, which i hadn't noticed before, and of course the metallic taste of blood on his lip. 

Our mouths moved at different rhythms, occasionally knocking our teeth together.

He moved his hand up to my neck, but i abruptly pulled it away. This son of a bitch really can't stand not being in control...

Almost instinctively, my right hand slowly moved down from his shoulder to his chest and i left it there. 

I could feel his heart beating fast. 

I decided it was time to end this shit before my pants started to get tight. 

As i moved my face away to end the kiss, Masky moved his face closer. 

I grabbed him by his neck, still kissing. 

I was still upset so i bit him without hesitation, right where his lip was cut. 

I wanted to make him bleed more, make him feel pain. 

He let out a pained groan and gripped my left leg tightly. Usually, he would've hit me on the head... 

I pulled away and walked away 

I could hear him breathing through his mouth. I tried to calmly catch my breath through my nose so he couldn't hear me... but the movements of my chest rising and falling were anything but subtle. 

—This is how you kiss.

I left my room without giving him a single look. I hope when i get back he's not there anymore.