𝐍𝐢𝐫𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐚'𝐬 𝐓𝐚𝐥𝐞 [𝟏] ▸ 𝘑𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘢𝘯𝘴

"Why?"

~WEEK LATER~

Luke's POV

Nirvana is sitting in front of me looking nervous she grabbed my hands 

"What's wrong Vana" I asked worried she took a deep breath

"After what's happened this past year with our little ones I feel lost" she said I was so confused

"Lost?" I asked her and gripped her hands to say it okay

"I feel like I need to find myself again I need time I want to be able to be happy and be myself not be fake to you" she said

"So I'm going to leave" she continued a tear left her eye

"What do you mean leave" I said

"I'm going to travel for a while" she said I let go of her hands

"I'm coming" I said she shook her head

"No I need to do this myself and I need to do this for me I'm sorry and you have just got your career so big you can't leave" she said I hugged her tight

"I understand I'm just gunna miss you so much" I said we were both crying she left me by myself and went and told the others I took a deep breath everyone walked in with tear stained cheeks we all had a group hug our group was loosing one member I was loosing

The love of my life

My partner in crime

My soulmate

~NEXT WEEK~

She was gone I didn't know what to do with myself it felt weird It felt wrong we've been texting and skyping and calling but it's not the same she said while she's away she going to right songs, find herself, travel the world, do photography basically be able to relax but I feel like as time goes on Im going to loose her and I don't know why I feel like that that's something I'm scared no terrified of I can't loose her.