Programming is a skill that can be learned by anyone, regardless of their background. In fact, many programmers started out with no prior experience in coding. Vera Sthan Aebram is one such example. She had always been interested in computers, but s...
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September 19,2022
Did you ever feel like once in a while you don't feel like celebrating your birthday? Because I am.
Today is my birthday, but here I am, writing this diary because I haven't told my friends that it's my birthday, like it's just an ordinary day...
But my parents are persistent they even send deliveries to my apartment. At first, I thought it was from a friend who tried to dig in on my social media to know my birthday.
But after I read "From Mr. Jerwayne Aebram and Ms. Mary Rose Aebram" that's where I confirmed it's really from Mom and Dad.
I just ate a slice of it, I didn't even bother to call any of my friends for I no longer felt like doing it or even celebrating.
I also texted my Mom thanking them and Dad for my birthday cake that they shouldn't have bother sending me cakes anymore, I'm not in the mood for celebration.
But she said they can't help but feel bothersome, because I used to love celebrations, especially my birthday. They're worried sick because they think after everything that I've been through, they think I stopped living.
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Partly I did, but what can I do? Maybe pain changes people. I don't like this either, always having a pity party.
But why do I keep attracting it? I feel like even in a split of seconds I'll feel happy. Destiny will make way to replace it with heart-wrenching events.
I know I should have been studying by now, but I don't why I lost even my passion for studying and programming.
I hope, this won't take long, for now it's not affecting my studies but what will happen in the next coming days? Or even months?
I thought I was already in the acceptance stage. But why do I feel like I'm down to zero again?
I hope one day, God willing, I will finally say, "That was tough but with God's help and mercy, I managed to recover now". _____________________________________
Author's Note: thank you for coming this far of my story, hope you will continue reading this, because this is about to end ^_^
