Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are products of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events or locales or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.
December 5,2021
Days have gone by so fast; I can't believe that it's now December, even if it's our semestral break...
My mind is restless. Just like what I updated last time, I confronted Mikhael.
That's where I learned everything, from the moment we started as friends, up to platonic, until it became a mutual understanding.
Of course, I feel so overwhelmed, like all this time, my dreams and memories that keep ruining my head are all true. I also asked him why I had this vivid memory of crying in front of him while kneeling. Mikhael told me that... At that moment his parents asked him to transfer to a school that is miles away from us because they're also going to move out of places. According to him, the reason why I am crying is because I am begging him to stay.
After all, what we have is already mutual understanding, even if without the "girlfriend/boyfriend" title.
But we were so young and naive back then that even in those types of decisions, we cannot do it because we're trying to be obedient children of our parents, and we still have a dream.
This is why I regretted asking Mikhael why those memories have long been forgotten by me, because we were in 9th grade back then, and I was a naive, broken, and sad kid after he left.
According to my parents, from my bubbly and happy-go-lucky personality...
My personality instantly shifted into a silent and gloomy kid, one time according to the people who told Mikhael, and the people who witnessed it.
While I was trying to cross the road, there was a car that bumped into me. He paid my hospital bills but wasn't charged that long because I crossed the road even though there was no sign of a red light or where the drivers needed to stop.
According to my parents, whom they informed immediately, I was hospitalized for months and had mild amnesia after recovering.
This is why I guess I am only remembering Mikhael, because seeing him, even though it's virtual, is triggering my muscle memory.
Of course, after I learned those, I also asked my parents if it was true and tried to hear their side of the story.
And all I can say is that they're also telling the same story, my parents and Mikhael. Since my parents knew that I was overwhelmed the moment they finished telling me the story.
They told me to take a rest and take my time to relax and absorb it all. Even our school is in sync with my feelings because they suddenly announced a semestral break.
But I don't know if I will be able to rest because every time I remember it and try to find it in my memories... I just really can't, no matter how many times I force it in my head; that is why I always end up breaking down.
I know it will never be easy to recover, but I hope, with God's help, I will be able to overcome this. I would be able to remember everything...
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Author's Note: Yayy! I'm so happy, even though I am having writer's block I still able to update a story. I hope I'll hear from you guys soon. XOXO ^^
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