Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are products of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events or locales or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.
August 22,2022
Before I was so excited about our face-to-face class, but after what happened last month, there were times I felt like it was so hard to get up; I didn't even have someone to talk to. Because I just decided to officially end every connection I had with Mikhael.
I also don't understand why I am like this at times like I am in pain. I always build walls every time I experience something heart-wrenching.
Whenever I hear Disney songs, I can't help but cry. Maybe if you're from our school, you'll see me crying in every part of campus; that's my routine for the whole month of August.
I still can't believe that Tiffany is gone forever...
There was a time when our favorite Barbie song, "Two Voices, One Song," was played while I was walking home alone.
What do you expect? Of course, I cried, and even the weather was in sync with my emotions. I don't know how I look on the road, but I just found myself almost sitting on the floor while having a silent weep.
I thought I would cry in the middle of the rain until it stopped or my tears ran out...
But he came along, Mikhael, whom I always neglected.
He sheltered me with his umbrella, like my haven from the rain.
What made me burst into tears more was his simple "Seeing you like this breaks my heart. Where is my Vera? Why did you lose your smile?"
I couldn't even manage to answer his questions; I just mourned while clinging to his arms.
He understood the situation and just let me cry until I felt like there were no more tears.
After that, I told him everything, from how I learned of my childhood bestie's death. How I regretted everything, how I blamed myself for not being there... He didn't ask anything anymore after that day, but he became more persistent with me, even though I already told him that...
Friendship is the only thing I can offer.
He just accepted it and made sure that I wasn't alone.
He knows when I am going to cry, so he always tries to keep me away from anything that will keep my eyes bawling.
And he finally succeeded, I don't know when it started,
There were still times when I felt sad, but at the same time, I am slowly accepting that Tiffany died for a reason and that everything happens for a reason.
That I shouldn't be hard on myself for things I no longer have control.
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