unlovingly yours (Jungkook FF 21+)

chapter 12 🔞

this chapter will contain mature content
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JK pov

"Where do you think you're going, princess?!"
She couldn't help but swallow hard. I locked her hand in mine and walked back to my chair, making her sit on my lap. She didn't protest, nor did she say anything. I closed my eyes and rested my head on her shoulder. She snuggled next to me as she ran her fingers through my hair, caressing them softly.
"What happened, Kookie?" She asked when she saw that I finally lowered my weapons. It was the first time she had called me that, and I couldn't help but smile like a kid who had just been given a treat. It sounded intimate.
"Apparently, parading in short skirts had triggered some jerks' fantasies. I overheard them talk about you like you were some sort of prize. I didn't like their misogynistic comments one bit. That's why I called the head of staff." She stormed out of my embrace, breaking contact with me.
"You can't fire everyone who gossips behind my back?!" She placed her hand on my chest in order to stare at me while speaking.
"I can, and I did." I answered firmly, keeping her steady on my lap as I grabbed her hand to pull her close.
"No one is allowed to talk like that about you. Not on my watch." I added.
"Why are you behaving like a jealous husband all of a sudden?!" She stared at me like she was looking at me for the first time.
"Because I am... your husband." I wanted to tell her how fucking jealous I was and how I would gladly tell everyone who she belonged to so no one would even dare look her way and make the same mistake again.
"I thought we were just playing the part here." Her voice put me out of my thoughts. She was expecting me to say something. She wanted confirmation that she wasn't making things up in her mind and what I said is what I meant.
"I take my part very seriously." I answered while keeping my eyes locked in her as my hand moved down on its on will and started to unbotton her shirt. When I saw that she didn't stop me, I continued. Her beautiful lacy bra underneath her shirt started to show up. Seeing how I kept fixing her breasts, she watched me as I undressed her completely.
"Am I supposed to take my part seriously, too, then?!" She feigned ignorance, wanting me to answer for her. Which I gladly did.
"I hope you commit to your part just as diligently, Mrs. Jeon." Right then, my hand traveled behind her back, my fingers ran along her spine, making her shiver from my touch which filled me with power. I ended up unclasping her bra.
"I'm sorry for my behavior. I'll make it up to you." I rolled down one side then the other amd freed her.
"You don't have to." She said while fixing my lips as sbe leaned in for a kiss. Now her bra ended up on my desk. She was topless right in front of my eyes and I wanted nothing more than to straddle those beautiful firm breast in my hands and suck those pink nipples.
"I thought office relationships were off the ... " She wasn't able to finish the phrase cause I grabbed her nipple in my mouth, sucking hard on it. She threw her head back, gasping. Her ass was pressing against my dick, which wasn't helping at all in aching my pain. I moved her leg on one side so I could have full access.
"I just wanna take care of my wife. What's wrong with that?!" She smirked devilishly.
"How do you want me to please you, mouth or fingers?! I could kneel in front of you and eat you up, if you want me to." I didn't finish saying as she guided my hand to her lips then put my middle fingers in her mouth, sucking and moisturizing them. Her tongue moved all around them so perfectly that my first thought was how would it feel around my cock.
"Let's see what an obedient wife you can be, little one." I skimmed my finger over her lacy covered pussy as I sucked her exposed neck. Her panties had started to get damp. I pushed a finger inside for as much as the fabric would allow.
"Take them off, please." She begged through the whimpers. I lifted her up a bit so I could get rid of them. Now her beautiful pink pussy was in full view before my eyes. She held my gaze as I put my middle finger in my mouth. She licked her lips as a reflex, eyes beaming with anticipation. I slowly skimmed my finger over her wet pussy as she grabbed my neck, holding on to me. I saw her tilt her head back again, enjoying every sensation.
"Don't close your eyes. Look at me when I finger fuck you." She obliged as she fighted the urge to close her eyes after every sensation I made her feel.
"Does it feel good?" She nodded, smilingly, her eyes now closed. Then, she changed positions, making herself more comfortable.
Now, she was straddling me, her back facing my front. I opened her legs wide and made her lean back against my chest. I couldn't believe she was all naked in my arms. My fingers ran through the smooth skin of her inner thighs until they found her wet spot.
"Your clit is already hard and swollen." I teased it with my forefinger, making her whimper and cling on to me.
"I haven't... in a long time." Her words came out all disconnected. I started rubbing her clit more intensively with my middle fingers. The other hand caressing her breasts. She began moaning out loud, forgetting her surroundings.
"Sshh... Keep it down, beautiful. They're gonna hear you." I tucked a lose strand hair behind her ear as she rested her head in the crook of my neck.
"Do you wanna let everyone know how you moan for me?! Huh?!" She shook her head as she started moving restlessly, wanting my fingers inside of her. I was purposely keeping her on the edge, not wanting her to cum straight away. The visceral need to keep her edging all day long by playing my fingers on her pussy like it was an instrument was making me go insane. I would have ignored even my aching balls just to feel her naked warm body next to me and keep her open and wet between my legs.
"Please... " She begged through the muffled moans as she hardly tried to keep them in check. She arched her back so she could have better access to my neck area. Then, she started to suck the spot just behind my ear, making me lose it completely.
"Please what, gorgeous?!" I asked, wanting to hear more of her begging me.
"Please put your fingers in me! I wanna cum so badly." At that moment, the phone rang. She whined in protest, thinking we were being interrupted again.
"I need to take this one, sweetheart. But don't move! I need you open wide for me." After I answered the phone, Ji Ha gave me the line. Right then, I saw Y/n's hand move to her clit, wanting to continue where I left off.
"I wouldn't do that if I were you, angel." Though my tone of my voice was soft, she understood the meaning behind the words, making her desist from continuing.
"Mr. Jeon, sorry for the delay." The gentleman on the other side of the phone apologized.
"Don't worry. But, I hope you don't mind if I put you on speaker. I have my hands busy right now. I'm handling something very delicate that needs my complete attention." Y/n realized what I wanted to do and shook her head.
"Oh, no, not at all. By all means, go on! I'll just need to talk and you listen." Y/n kept looking at me with horror in her eyes. She must have thought I had gone completely crazy. I smirked at her attempt to escape.
"You're not going anywhere until I'm done with you." I ordered as I held her steady, locking my arm around her neck. I put my middle finger inside her pussy while continuing to stimulate her clit with my thumb. She abandoned herself in my arms, open wide for me. I put in another finger and she couldn't take it anymore. She was already clenching and I could feel she was close. I started exploring her insides as my fingers got more and more sticky with her wetness. She couldn't moan and was squeezing her eyes shut, burying her mouth in my forearm, almost crying. I moved my hand over her mouth rapidly, afraid she might start screaming since she couldn't control herself. Then, I slowed down my hard pumping and started to go slow.
"I know you want to have your release and you hate me so much right now." She removed my hand from her mouth as she started brushing her nose against my cheek.
"I can't take it anymore. Please, I need it!" She pleaded almost voicelessly. Her tears damping the collar of my shirt.
"Beg all you want! You don't know how to be quiet, sweetheart." Then, I started pinching and twisting her nipple and patting her pussy hard. Her voice became soft and needy as she begged again with her damp eyes.
"Kookie, please. Please, baby." I dont know if she said that in the spur of the moment but hearing that word come out of her mouth did inexplicable things to my insides. Tears started to stream down her eyes. After ubruptly hanging up the call, I held her closer.
"I'm sorry, princess. I didn't mean to torture you but we need to work more on your self control." I catched her falling tear between my lips as I pushed my fingers deeper inside her, curving them to hit the spot. Soon, she started clenching harder as her pussy swallowed my fingers. I kissed her forehead, speaking softly to her.
"Let it go, angel. Show me how cum for me!" She started spasming in my hand in waves, making a mess all over my fingers. She showed no signs of stopping as her legs kept trembling and I kept fingering her.
"Give me one more, sweetheart!" Then, she clinged to my arm firmly, trying to channel her silent screaming into my chest.
"Moan into my mouth!" She screamed her orgasm into my mouth and it was the hottest thing I have ever witnessed.
"Just like that! Good girl... There you go... "
She rested her head on my shoulder, trying to catch her breath.
"Are you okay?" I asked as I gave her a peck on her temple. She nodded over my shoulder, not wanting to speak or move.
"Let me take care of you." I opened the first drawer and took out a package of wet towels to clean her up. She looked grateful for the aftercare, feeling pampered.
"Lay on the couch a bit." She obliged promptly. I took a blanket from the drawer under the couch and put it on her. After I washed my hands up too, I went to sit beside her. I started to caress her legs through the cover.
"You're mean!" She said, keeping her eyes closed as she enjoyed aftersex bliss.
"I am?!" I asked amused.
"I guess so but not to the people I care about. You shouldn't have to worry. Ever!" I spoke with confidence.
"You didn't have to fire them. You'll have to fire basically everyone, then." Even if she sounded mad at me, I knew that deep down she enjoyed the fact that I stood up for her.
"I didn't, actually." She flipped her eyes open, looking at me perplexed.
"I transferred them to another department so I can make their lives a little less pleasurable on a daily basis. Wear them off a little bit at a time. And I'll make sure they don't get another job in their line of work, even if they were to resign from here. Did you think I'd let them off the hook so easily?!" She shook her head but was too out of it to fight me, at the moment. Knowing her, she'd definitely go back on the argument.
"You stay here for as long as you want. I'll handle the meeting myself." She smiled with her eyes closed when she felt my lips on her temple as I gave her a small peck before leaving. This time, I didn't need to lock the door since no one would dare enter my office without my permission. Ji Ha was looking behind me as I approached her desk.
"Miss Yoon?!" She got out of her thoughts right away and waited for me to speak.
"Miss Kim won't return until later on. She needed to handle something for me." Ji Ha furrowed her eyes for a moment, not looking totally convinced but nodded nonetheless.
The meeting without Y/n by my side felt longer and boring. My mind kept going back to the sound of her moans as she came undone in my hand. I shook my head a couple of times, trying to focus back on the numbers in front of me, hoping to dispel my dirty thoughts. After many attempts, all I was able to do was envision her on the big screen. She was laying on the bed, naked and opened wide for me as she begged me to fuck her raw. When the meeting came finally to an end, I was kept busy outside the building and we weren't able to see each other until it was time to go back home. She texted me that she'd be waiting for me in the parking lot so we could go home together. I couldn't wait to finally see her but from the moment we met, she looked a bit tight lipped and I wondered if something had happened during my absence. I was going to ask when she beat me to it.
"I'm scared!" She spurted out all of a sudden, while I was focused both on driving and at her estranged expression.
"About what?!" I reached out to hold her hand as I brushed the back of it with my thumb.
"About everything that's going on lately." She sighed, looking at the evening view outside the car.
"What can I do to ease your mind?" I strengthened my hold on her hand, letting her know I was there for her.
"Nothing, actually. I have to figure out things on my own. I feel like even my life is slipping out of my control and... " She broke hand contact as started scratching her leg nervously.
"And?!" I stopped the car by the side of the road as she wouldn't answer.
"And... I think we probably should start living... ." She started to say but I interrupted her immediately.
"No!" I knew what she was about to say but I had no intention on going back on living without her.
"It would be easier for both of us if... " I clenched my jaw to the point of teeth were starting to hurt.
"Didn't you hear me say no?!" She was taken aback by my harsh tone of voice.
"I heard you fine! It's just that... "
"Are you afraid you'll start having feelings for me?!"
"I already have feelings for you and it's freaking me out. I could already tell that you're the kind of guy who could make a girl fall head over heels and break her heart in a thousand pieces." Her words resonated as painful as that of a sharp sword cutting you through.
"I won't." I answered as my own heart sank a bit because of her insecurities.
"Can you promise me that?!" How could I promise her something I knew I wouldn't be able to fulfill. She noticed my hesitation and spoke her thoughts once again.
"We've strained so far from our initial target and now this thing between us... is becoming too real." The silence inside the car started to get suffocated disrupted only by noises that came from the outside world around us.
"Is it so bad being married to me?!" I asked her.
"No, it's not. That's the point. I feel like when everything is over, I wouldn't be able to let you go." She tried to smile while fighting back the tears. The disarming honesty of her words could break any man.
"Who said you have to let me go?! You're not the only one who's heart is on the line here." I stroked her hair slightly trying to reassure her once more.
"I'm afraid that after I tell you what my brothers have found out, you wouldn't want to look at me anymore." She wiped an escaping treacherous teardrop with the back of her hand.
"That's why you've been so reluctant about telling me?!" I cupped her chin to make her turn her head around but her gaze remained fixed on my hand.
"Hey, look at me! Whatever you tell me, won't change how I feel about you. You have my word." I don't know if I sounded as convincing as I meant to be but that was the truth. She could set the world on fire and I'd still love her. After hugging her tightly, I cradled her face in my hands and said.
"I'll cook you something special tonight." Her eyes lightened up like they always did whenever I cooked for her as she interpreted it as the utmost gesture of affection.