𝔻𝔸𝕃𝕀𝔸ℍ

𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝑤𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑦 𝑠𝑖𝑥

"When you're ready, let me know and we'll go to the hospital". I nodded and I left his study.

I met Hashim in my room, he was looking at the framed picture of halima and I on my graduation in my room.

"Hey, are you okay?". He looked at me and I walked to sit on the bed.

"I'm fine". He sighed. Minutes later, he came and kissed my forehead and left me to myself.

I was overwhelmed, not knowing what to think or make of the situation. I sat there on my bed, wondering where he was all these years. Then I decided and realised I'd only know that if I meet him, so after praying asr, I told Baba we could go and we left for the hospital with Hashim.

Baba led the way around the hospital. As we stood before the door, I heaved a sigh and went in after Baba.

There he was in the middle of the white room, hooked on different machines. He looked frail, there were two women in the room with him, one older than the other. Maybe mother and daughter? He was an only child so he doesn't have sisters, so I had no idea who they were.

"Daliah". He whispered when we stood by the bed. I heard Baba and Hashim exchange pleasantries with the two ladies but as I stared at my father, all the questions flew out of the window and tears streamed down my face at his condition and the fact that he was actually here.

I held his hand unable to control my tears or the sob that escaped my lips.

"How...". I was unable to make a sentence.

I touched his face and sniffed, he looked much much older than the last time we were together- I was six then.

"Listen to me". His voice was frail.

"It's okay, you're going to be fine". I told him but he shook his head.

"You have to forgive me daliah". He said.

"No, don't say that please". I heard the door closed and when I turned I realised the others had left, probably to give us privacy.

"I'm sorry". He said, tears were now streaming down his face, I wiped them away.

"Please don't say that".

"No, no. You have to listen to me. It's all my fault". I was about to protest again but he was quick to continue.

"I was stupid and I wanted money, I.. I can't go to your mother if you don't forgive me". I frowned.

"I'm sorry". He sobbed.

"They offered me a lot of money, I couldn't refuse. I.. I thought it was going to be a maid job or nanny job... I didn't know they... I'm sorry". I could swear that my heart stopped beating for a second and I stopped breathing.

I pulled my hand from his hold and shifted back, my legs felt too weak to hold me up. I pushed something down from the table and it shattered, I looked down at it and it looked like my heart right now.

"I'm sorry, daliah. I.. can't die in peace if you don't forgive me, please forgive me". He said again and I shook my head.

"Daliah". I turned at Hashim's voice, I didn't know he had come in. He had worried look on his face.

"Are you okay?". I held his shirt.

"H..Hashim tell me he's lying". I said quietly and he looked at me confused.

I released him and went to the bed where the man I always thought my hero, my favourite person in the world lay. I leaned down and fisted the hospital gown he was wearing, not caring if i tugged any of his wires.

"Tell me you're lying, you're joking right!". I shook him and he only shook his head and sobbed.

I was betrayed in the worst way possible by the person that is supposed to protect me, he brought me into this world only to be a monster that will destroy my life.

"Who are they?". I asked suddenly.

"My..my wife and daughter". I let out a laugh, I couldn't believe him.

"Do you know what we had to go through?". I asked him.

"I was six!". I yelled at him.

"You have my mother's life on your hands. You want me to forgive you? Why?!".

"Daliah...". I was quiet for a while, more than a minute or two I'm sure.

"Why should I give you that peace, tell me? I swear by the God that created me, until the day I take my last breathe, I will never forgive you". As the words left my lips, I saw the life remaining in him visibly drain from his eyes.

"Daliah". That was Baba's voice.

"I.. I..". I couldn't speak anymore. I felt like my heart was in pain, the pain was too much.

My feet moved on their own, but I felt strong arms holding my shoulders, shaking me.

"Daliah, daliah baby look at me". It was distant.

"Come on, breathe, breathe. You're fine". I couldn't concentrate on his voice.

The last thing I saw was my mother's face before I was drawn into the darkness.

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I am heartbroken.

How can a father possibly do this to his own?

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Peace!