The Dark Ages Vol.3 The End Is Near? [Formerly "Blaring Thoughts"]

My Delay

I've run so fast, and so far that I've finally hit a wall. I went through so many faces and names that I don't even recognize myself anymore. I've won, but at what cost. My image is warped and

twisted. I am far gone. So far gone infact that I can't tell if it's my own face in the mirror. I know what I am, but I don't know who I am. I know the awful things I've done and what an awful person I

am. I know it's not true, but I'm so far gone I don't know what is true anymore. I'm lost inside my own soul. Will someone please show me the way out? Im in pieces all broken and battered like

a jigsaw puzzle no one can solve. I can try and put myself back together, but it's no use, I'll only destroy myself more. I spend each day running through a maze of mirrors, never finding the end. The

only thing I find is more mirrors and walls. It feels like I'm running in circles. There's no one to save me, no life lines to be thrown, I'm completely on my own. Cut off from civilization. Put in

solitary confinement. Forced to suffer on my own in a padded cell and white walls. Like a tiger in a cage clawing at the lock screaming for help, begging for someone to let it out. Every day I spend

walking in circles, I'm losing my sanity. Im being broken down into nothing every hour I spend in this house. When will it end? When I'm nothing but coffee grounds?