It takes another long minute for me to register that I've really been played . Me !
A terrifying mixed feeling of shame , dejection, sorrow and anger makes the world revolve untill someone wraps a white jacket around me .
"What the actual fuck is going on" Daksh grits his teeth while Sia grabs my hand to take me away .
"What do you think is going on here huh ?" He snarls at Reyansh who finally raises his head "I don't wanna be a part of all this"
"Really ? Really Reyansh " daksh grabs his elbow .
I turn around and dash out of the house and out of everywhere. Sia keeps following me but I increase my speed and her voice fades away .
I cross the road and enter the forest . I don't want to see anyone , don't want to go home. Which leads me towards the darkness . It hurts , it really hurts.
I sit under a tree but do not shed tears . I'm not gonna cry for anyone .
My phone rings with a call from dad . I switch it off and fold my knees closer to my chest .
"How could you be so stupid heer ?" I mumble controlling my breaking voice .
"How could he fool you like that"
Maybe my desire to find someone, maybe my young age , maybe my lonliness or maybe his beautiful face .
I don't know but it has happened.
Drops of champagne fall from my hair everywhere but no drop of tears leaves my eye .
I dig my sparkling nails into my forearms shivering like anything when it suddenly begins raining. I hug myself tight while far away I hear my best friend screaming .
"Heer !! Heer !! Please come back , let's go home please "
Her voice fades following a sound of car driving away.
She always says I'm worth so much . Maybe I am because my family has raised me like that but it has brought me responsibilities I never asked for , loneliness I never deserved and people's Insecurities that suffocate me. Untill today , it didn't bother me so much but today that inhuman and Insensitive King has broken me and I hate nobody on earth as much as I hate him . I never wish to see his face ever again .
My body begins trembling as the mud under my feet begins sticking to my heels and really today, I find myself covered in mud even when I'm dressed in expensive clothes my dad bought me just because I trusted someone for once .
I freeze when I see someone's shadow . A man stands next to me with an umbrella and once I look up, Reyansh squats in front of me "let me take you home"
"No thanks "I get up and walk away "don't" he stops me from falling by holding my elbow " you shouldn't go home like that "
"If " I turn around "you wanna do anything for me being a brother. Use the gun kept on your car's dashboard or else leave me alone . Your people have done more than enough . " I am about to almost fall again but he grabs my hand tighter.
"LEAVE ME REYANSH FOR GOD'S SAKE LEAVE ME FUCKING ALONE !!"
He leaves the umbrella, " what do you want me to do ? Fine I'll shoot him , he'll spend a few days in hospital . Will that make you happy?"
Tears barge into my eyes as I'm unable to find any answer to give him.
"No , so Go back home , have rest and forget everything " he states holding my hand .
"I'll go home, I'll have rest but I'll never forget anything" I head out of there and he takes me home .
It's about 1 a.m. and mumma comes rushing out "Oh my god , what happened to her . Reyansh ???"
"night Aunt Crysie" he gets inside his car and drives away.
"Is dad home ?"
"Yes but what's wrong with you my baby . Did anyone --"
"I'll change and talk to you later" heading upstairs, I get inside the shower and wash myself. Slipping into a silk pajama set , I don't look at myself in the mirror . I just can't.
"Where's dad " I ask my extremely anxious mother "he's having a meeting".
"Okay I'll wait" I sit on the couch and she stays silent. I don't wanna tell anything to uncle kiaan because his wife is usually sick and I can't stress him more about anything . I keep rocking my thigh and get more and more restless as tears fill my eyes to the surface. I get up and dash inside his office.
"Heer" mumma voices . Inside I see half a dozen of his partners but I sprint towards him and he gets up apprehended .
I hug him and break down in tears taking in his safe smelling cologne .
He cages me in his arms voicing "hey, hey what's wrong . Shh" he pulls me closer .
"the meeting is canceled" dad's secretary says making them leave the room .
"I d-don't wanna go to s-school d-dad ,I don't want to g-go o-outside"
"Everything will be as my daughter says but why are you crying "
"Abhi please make her stop, I'm getting anxious" I hear mumma and dad sits on a couch keeping me close.
"Get a glass of water love" he asks and mumma brings water for me.
"Dad" I sob wiping my face "they must have called you, someone kept the papers in my locker and---I didn't do anything, I swear."
"Is that it ? Do You know kiaan threatened the Principle to never dare to raise a finger at you again?" He frames my face smiling while I shake my head .
"I ruined your reputation. "
"What rubbish , don't think like that " mumma runs a hand over my head.
"I love you " dad kisses my forhead "I love you so much and I don't care what people say . I'll go to school tomorrow and put everyone on their places . Nobody will dare to mess with my only daughter"
But he did , it's just that I'm too ashamed to talk about it to my dad.
"Can I spend some time with you. Please, I'll never ask again"
Dad and mumma look at each other dissapointed and dejected "how about we watch a movie" she voices happily but I shake my head before hiding my face in dad's chest .
"I don't want to sit in dark"
"Heer" mumma squats holding my hands " is everything alright baby ? You can talk to kiaan if not us"
"I'm fine mumma , it gets difficult at school".
"But I thought kiaan taught my daughter to be tough" he smiles and I chuckle "I am tough"
He kisses my forhead hugging mumma "We'll sleep now and cook breakfast together "
"Yay" I grin .
"And your grandpa is coming"
"WHAT !" I almost scream .
My grandpa is someone who has always and always protected me from everyone including Rey . He can literally flip the world for me and I feel so happy when he's around. I love him so much .
"Zara will also be there, you can talk to her if you want" Dad informs .
"I love you both" my voice breaks as I hug mumma . I know I'll take my time to move on but I'm sure as hell gonna rip this dark page from my sparkling book of life.
I get out of dad's office and turn on my phone only to find that the video from today's party has gone viral . There are nasty comments because people are happy seeing me fall .
All because of him . I break down in tears inside my room . I'm gonna cry my heart out as much as I can because I made a mistake which I'm never gonna repeat .
NEVER EVER .
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ŞİMDİ OKUDUĞUN
My Insensitive King
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