Protecting What's Hers

𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐯𝐞

Katherine Evans

Have you ever experienced that kind of adoration to a certain someone whom you just met?

That kind of feeling that bangs on your heart and begs to enter. To the point where it truly caught you off guard and caused your system to crash violently.

Felicity became like a poison that seeped into my body, and I can't stop thinking about her, she's running through my circulation.

I can't let her out of my head. I don't know if it's infatuation or not. I never felt something like this before, kahit na sa mga past failed relationships ko.

They never made me insane, unlike this younger woman who basically made no effort pero siya yung may pinakamalaking epekto sa akin.

She's driving me mad, like literally mad lalong lalo na ngayon. It's been a week since we last saw each other. A week since I texted after I went back home at hindi na ito nagparamdam pa.

I feel so dissapointed and hurt.

I know she's been pushing me away and I understand her reason behind it, as I've told her, I'm not rushing things kasi nga bago parin naman sakin lahat ng ito.

I never pursue a person, god, at talagang kapareha ko pang babae. But Felicity, she became an only exception in everything na hindi ko ginagawa dati.

She made me do things that I didn't know magagawa ko. Like right now, making me bothered and upset.

My eyes are now straining looking on the screen of my phone. Nagbabakasakaling lumitaw ang pangalan nito at magparamdam na sa akin.

"Isaksak mo nalang kaya yang phone mo sa mukha mo?"

I only rolled my eyes towards Chastity who's been pestering me nonstop kanina pa.

We're at my parents house right now. We decided to pay them a visit after dad contacted me that mom been asking for him to bring me back home na.

And this lovely cousin of mine, bumuntot pa at dumagdag sa sakit ng ulo.

"Shut up before I shove this goddamn phone inside your mouth." I said, pushing myself up the couch and went towards the kitchen to grab myself a glass of water.

"Taray mo girl." Rinig kung sambit niya.

I can't deny the fact na I've been on a foul mood ng iilang araw na dahil lang sa kaparehang rason.

I almost let out a moan when I felt the cold icy water cascades down my throat. Kahit kakaunti, I felt my body relax a little.

Pagkatapos kong uminom nang tubig ay muling bumalik ako sa sala kung saan humahalikipkip na ng tawa ang pinsan ko sa gilid.

Her mouth was stretch wide, too much that it made me think kung kasya ba doon ang kamao ko.

She's literally getting on my nerves, and I know I'm just displacing my dissapointment towards her.

"Tumahimik ka nga."

She immediately stopped laughing pero nagtatakang tumingin ito sa akin. "You're such a killjoy, Katherine. Ewan ko nalang kung magugustuhan ka pa ni Felicity kapag na puno ng wrinkles yang mukha mo."