Between Life

Chapter 15: That's How I Show That I Like You

Since that incident didn't happen again for the past few weeks, maybe around three weeks, almost a month, I stopped worrying and thought it was just a dream when I suddenly passed out that day. I started to enjoy my life again, the life of Seraphina that I wanted. I was happy surrounded by people who loved me the way I wanted to be loved, from family to friends, everyone made me comfortable. I don't remember when was the last time I was this happy in my first life, when I laughed this much with people around me, when I felt this comfortable. This life finally brought me to the word 'home.' A home where I seek shelter, a home I return to, a home where I lean on, and a home where I will spend my life from beginning to end.

I grew closer to Lior; his funny antics always made him look adorable. Meanwhile, Hanna and Kevin remained the same, still often arguing but still friends. Yura, on the other hand, was busy with her own world, or more precisely, her anime world. My daily routine was usual but always enjoyable because I was surrounded by these people. It felt like the first time I could hope to live longer, whereas in my first life, I always wished for death to come sooner. Perhaps this is my fate, getting a second chance to correct my mistakes from my first life.

The days I lived, lasting for months, were very enjoyable. I don't even know how long I've been living this life; I haven't been counting anymore. I think it's been a year? Oh no, maybe 2 years? Possibly... maybe it's been about 2 years. This year is our last year in high school before we get busy with our other lives, like preparing for university. Our target majors are different, but we all have one dream campus we want to get into: Yale University.

Since it was the weekend, the five of us decided to go camping at a popular spot known for its beautiful nighttime views. We had planned this trip since last week, and thankfully, each of our parents agreed. Asher and my dad were initially against it, worried about me being outside all night with just friends, but luckily, my mom gave her approval. Besides, I've never been camping before, so my mom said it would be a good experience. We divided tasks among ourselves, deciding who would bring what, and after a long wait, we finally set off. Upon arriving at the location, we quickly set up our campsite to make it comfortable and picturesque. Once everything was ready, we sat in a circle facing the campfire under the beautifully dark night sky, illuminated by the twinkling stars.

"Are you so focused on your phone, Han? Do you have a boyfriend now?" I joked. Hanna looked surprised. "Huh? Oh, umm... yes, we just started dating a week ago. I forgot to tell you guys, hehe," Hanna said, surprising all of us.

"I was just kidding earlier, but turns out it's true," I tried to say, but Kevin cut me off. "Seriously? With who? What kind of guy would date a girl as rude and annoying as you?"

Lior, Yura, and I fell silent, knowing this would lead to another long argument. The three of us just stared at the marshmallows we were roasting. "Why do you care? It's none of your business who I date," Hanna replied, her tone filled with emotion.

"It's Ronald from the class next door, you know him, right? I'm dating him. If you don't believe me, go ask him!" Hanna continued.

"Ronald? Seriously? That ugly guy? He's not even worthy," Kevin said, sounding somewhat disdainful.

"You talk too much. You've been single since birth, just stay quiet, Kev. I'm getting fed up with you, always making a big deal out of everything. Why is my life your problem? Whether I date him or an old boat, it's not your concern. You better shut up, I hate seeing your face, let alone hearing your voice. I've been patient with you for so long, always looking for trouble over small things. But it seems like you're getting worse as time goes on," Hanna said as she stood up and walked towards the tent, seeming really angry this time.

"Because I like you," Kevin said... Suddenly, it was very quiet, eerily quiet. Hanna, who was about to enter the tent, stopped in her tracks, but she didn't turn around.

"Uhhh... maybe he meant he likes you as a friend han, right, Kev?" I said, hoping to ease the tension, or maybe make it worse.

"No, I like her as a woman. I haven't seen her as just a friend for a long time. I have feelings for you, Hanna," Kevin suddenly declared his feelings.

I tried to process this awkward situation. What kind of person suddenly declares their feelings in a situation like this? Hanna just got a boyfriend, and suddenly Kevin confesses his feelings. None of us expected Kevin to have feelings for Hanna. I mean, look at his behavior. He's always teasing and arguing with Hanna, even about trivial things.

Hanna entered the tent without saying anything or even looking in our direction. Now, Lior, Yura, and I were stuck in this situation, not knowing how to react or what to say.

"I'm sorry for ruining our camping night. We planned this since last week. Sera even had a hard time getting permission from her dad and older brother. We all prepared so much, and I easily ruined it all," Kevin said with a sad tone, his eyes fixed on the campfire.

"It's okay, Kev, but when did you start liking Hanna? I mean, none of us even knew you had feelings for her, judging by how you've been acting towards her," I said.

"I don't know, it just happened out of nowhere, like a sudden rush when I saw her and my heart started racing. I thought I was having a heart attack at that moment, but it couldn't be because you don't just get a heart attack when you see a certain person, right? Then I thought it might be anxiety, but that didn't seem right either. Well, turns out it was love. I've been single forever, so how would I know that falling in love could be so intense?" Kevin explained, his words sounding somewhat awkward.

"Kinda cheesy, but why did you choose to express your feelings at a moment like this? When Hanna just started dating. Why now?" Yura asked.

"I'm confused, I don't know how to act around someone I like. I thought that if I acted differently, it might seem weird to you guys or to her. Then earlier, when she mentioned she's dating someone, I don't know why I suddenly got emotional and just blurted out my feelings. I'm such an idiot, she probably hates me now," Kevin said, hitting his head in frustration.

"Of course she does," Yura replied casually. Lior and I exchanged shocked glances, and I nudged her arm, whispering, "Don't validate it, Yur. The situation is already awkward, and you're making it worse," I said.

"Well, it's true, though. The fault is his, isn't it? I mean, he could slowly change his attitude, realize that he's annoying, but instead, he's just getting worse. How could Hanna even know that Kevin likes her? Right? None of us even knew with his weird behavior like this. I even thought Kevin might be gay because I never saw him show any interest in the opposite sex. Besides, Kev, you seem selfish now. You had plenty of time and opportunities, but you chose to use your chance in a moment like this. Do you really think Hanna will come running to you, shedding tears of longing to be with you? You're seriously brainless," Yura said, her words quite lengthy.

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