Illusions of the sunlight
blinding me late at night
I can't stop 'cause I'm having too much fun
Yet I'd never be the one who won
With you, I have regrets: none
Yet I never wanna want you
For when it's all gone, it'll be too blue to undo.
You're so beautiful it makes me wanna cry
Your voluble expressions make me wanna sigh
It's the state of bliss I think I'm dreaming
I'm no more in search of any meaning
You, me, this, that God knows what or who
Yet I never wanna want you
To fall into your sunlight
And set it all on fire
This is the hardest thing
The supposing and seeming with creeping misleading
To know why hope dies
And make it okay
Yet I never wanna want you
for I gotta keep breathing
Here comes the heartache, the thought jam
Hate to say, "I miss you", still am.
This time, this place
Nothing else could possibly replace
And I'm running out of words
O, please don't startle if start on stirring of the worlds
Our his and goodbyes
both land with whys and sighs
Yet I never wanna want you
for I'm not gonna wanna let go.
