I am plagued by what if
It haunts me in my dreams
It manifests itself into my everyday life
What if nothing mattered?
What if I just disappeared?
What if I jumped?
What if I pulled the trigger?
What if I cut a little deeper?
What if I pushed past the breaking point?
What would happen?
Would anyone ever care?
Would it matter at all?
What if they care?
What if they try to go with me?
What if they cry?
What if their heart can't be repaired?
What if they needed me?
What if they don't survive without me?
What if they jump?
Or shoot?
Or cut deeper?
Would it be my fault?
What if?
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What Life Is
PoetryThe poetry journal of a senior in high school. Raw and virtually unfiltered emotions from someone with a lot going on.
