In her Dua

chapter 13

                          Aisa's pov

I lost my sleep again. I mean the silent treatment was pretty overrated. None of them haven't talked to me. God knows what they're waiting for. Since Riyona is unusually present in room at night, Natty dropped the communication of all forms.
After texting my brother's before midnight like promised, I opened my book friend.
A lot of questions flooded through my brain
Does he sleep there? Everyday??
He's Gawen's friend, then why didn't he came down to the party?
Why is everyone soo mad??
Why aren't they talking to me?
Did I do something I shouldn't?
Allah!! This is soo frustration.

It was weekend, so woke a bit late, well it was already morning when I shut down my mind. After shower, I sat on my dresser drying my hair. I was casually running my fingers through my hair, it came out with 3 hair straps intervined. It's been falling too much lately, probably because the change of water and oil. I used to apply only Suhara's home made oil since childhood, the sudden change must have caused this.

"Moorninn" a hoarse voice came from behind me. Finally, I thought she'll sleep up the entire afternoon. I gave her a smile.
She went into the bathroom. I took a pink hijab, to match with my pink dress and decided to wear it free style today.
*Ding*

Jai ikka: good morning pathuuuu🥰

                     Me: good morning ikkaaa🤗

Jai ikka: any plans for weekend??

                 Me: not yet,Natty just woke up😅

                Me: how r u?? Nd everything tr??

Jai ikka: I'm good babyy, everything is fine here.

Jai ikka: oh and Suhara was askin abt u
                 She really misses you

Suhara, my heart ached for her. She was mother since she was married to our family, only she was there for me. The last day too, she saw me. She knew I won't be back still she didn't even asked where I was going, she prayed for me. Like she always do. I miss her too.....a lot
            
                                Me: she saw me that day.

Jai ikka: yea, I know. She told me. She didn't ask me where you are, she just 
asked if you're ok or not

A drop of tear roll down through my cheeks

                          Me: tell her everything she
                             deserves to know, and also
                                 tell her I miss her too

Jai ikka: yea okay

Jai ikka: oh and you have a news!!!

                               Me:??

Jai ikka: Suhara is pregnant, 2 weeks

She's pregnant??? Mashallah!!!
How many years have she been waiting for,
A little life inside her, that was her dream.
She always wanted to be a mother. She'll be over the moon. I wish I was there, I wish I could see her, how happy she would be.
But I can't, there's no more going back.
She's happy now, that's enough.
  
                 Me: woww😍😍
                   Tell her I'm soooo happy her!!!

Jai ikka: yea, it's actually good for you too, everyone's focused on this now.

I sighed. Don't know if I should feel happy or sad.