Cellophane

xiv | charmer

key

ishita / jai

how did it go?

the date?

yes

she wants to meet again and give it a shot

what? really?

why are you so surprised?

i'm not

idk

did you talk?

ofcourse ishita

still she wants to meet you again?

what does that mean?

you are hot i agree but you are not exactly the charmer when you speak

so i'm hot now?

please jai

you know you're hot, ik you are hot, anyone with eyes knows you are hot

let's not play dumb and fish for compliments

it's a rare occurrence when i get compliments from you so don't blame me

so what is she doing?

she's the head surgeon in City Hospital

wow

yeah ik

both of you will be equally unavailable in the relationship

it makes things easy if i don't have to see her often

you are really considering it?

yeah it'll make life easy for me with my parents off my back

what about love?

it's a luxury i can't afford ishita

why not?

you know why

you keep reminding me of it everyday.

i'm boring, i'm too methodical, i'm too set in my ways to accommodate another person's needs and wants in my life.

but you are a good person, jai. you deserve to be loved as much as anyone in the world

love is too hard

only if you make it to be

tell me what kind of a woman do you like?

someone who makes me want to be better, someone who's so interesting that i can't not listen to her, someone who makes me smile when i least expect it, someone i can't help but love and someone who can love me effortlessly

see? you dream of love. why let it be a dream? surely you can find someone.

idk ishita

can't you wait a little longer? follow what your heart wants?

my heart wants someone who ik won't be happy with me

OMG YOU LIKE SOMEONE?

yes but it won't work

who is it?

i can't tell you

why not?

it'll complicate things

plus i'm not sure if i really like her. i'm confused.

but i have a feeling that if she is the one i get married to, i'll be happy.

have you showed interest in her?

no

then how will you know if she has the same feelings for you?

ik she doesn't

but what if you are wrong?

i'm right

okay mr know it all

whatever you say

her feelings are clear, ishita. she hates me

someone wise once said there is a thin line between love and hate

someone wise once said don't read too many romance novels

hey are you really commenting on my reading habits?

who am i to comment?

that's right asshole

goodnight ishita

hope you get your 4 hours of sleep without any problem

thanks

anytime!

see you tmrw

okay

bye then

bye

sleep well

you too jai